About 1 year ago, I had misperceptions about how life was to be handled. I had good intentions, but had some bad habits that were keeping me from seeing the truth of the decisions I was making. Almost like I was threatening the good luck the universe was trying to hook me up with. It seems since I was not taking hints that the universe was presenting, she grabbed me by the balls and immersed me in an extremely immersive, 30-45 day experience in which I am forever humbled. I am writing this for my fellow hethens so that maybe other folks may open up with their experiences.
I will try to keep this as brief as possible but still want to include events that may have transpired this happening.
Here was the first strange happening…I was riding my motorcycle down a very dark twisty road one night after the gym. The road was familiar but I hadn’t been down it in a while, I took a very sharp decreasing radius curve too quick and was headed into a guardrail! Being a seasoned sportbike rider, I knew there was no way out of this. If you’re a bike rider, you immedialey know when you make an uncorrectable mistake of which, this was one. I literally thought I was going to die and was struck with complete fear obviously.
Somehow, my right hand grabbed the front break so hard, the back end came up and stopped me from going over the ledge. The bike landed and I fell on top of it. I am not THAT GOOD of a rider, I believe something besides myself made me grab that break; it was not me telling my hand to do it!!
After the fall, I picked it up, and drove home. This was the trigger that I believe somehow sparked a 30 day multidimensional experience from which I have never been the same.
A few weeks after that, a person at work was completely incorrect about a computer problem. She was very frustrated and pissed off. I knew she was wrong and made a special effort to help her and not be embarrassed in front of her co-workers. I was EXTREMELY CALM because I concentrated on it when I got the phone call. I knew I was right, there was no need to be pissed at all. After we resolved her misunderstanding, and smoothed it out with her peers so no one was embarrassed, I looked into her eyes. At this moment, the fear she was harboring from the incident moved into me and sparked an immediate panic attack. Something flowed out of her and into me, there is no other explanation as I was COMPLETELY CALM. At that point, I knew something had changed. I had to go home and call my girlfriend to tell her what had happened. This was when the visions and expanded awareness started.
A few days later, we were out to lunch, I don’t really want to get into details but you could see these two guys were taking advantage of this lady like parasites. I will not elaborate on this, so please do not ask. Soon as we were seated I felt this IMMENSE feeling of cold, dark, alertness. Like something was not right, I looked around and saw this guy, knew he was the source of it. I was extremely uncomfortable. This guy had dark energy and my own magnetic field was telling me he has been a very bad person, and had most likely committed horrible atrocities. It was a warning sign to be careful around this man but was, to this day, the hardest, constant vibe I’ve ever had. After he left, it immediately ceased.
During the evening of this time of my life, I was having extreme panic attacks. One night, I was absorbed by overwhelming fear. The feeling was so bad that my entire body was convulsing and was completely overtaken by fear. The only sense this makes to me is that fear was running my life and making me treat my family like shit and letting it control my life. This was my lesson to show me that fear is a very finite feeling that you choose to feel, or not. After so much fear is felt, you just look at it for what it is, and that is nothing. Another strange happening is that my dog could sense them and would practically knock the fucking door down to help me. Soon as I rubbed him, I felt immediate sense of relief. Works to this day, as well as a Xanax, not kidding, try it!!!
After the “FearAthon”, it became apparent I needed to get my mind focused on something because, as you can see, when it wanders, I was encountering some freeky shit! I decided on buying a Playstation. That night when I picked it up from Walmart; on my way home, I was introduced to what people call “Gnosis”. This is a feeling like you are having a conversation with a source with only your thoughts, or feelings. Basically, something asked me if I was ready to see something. I was feeling particularly ballsy that evening, so I said, yea sure; At this moment, I was shown an entire grid that connected all of humanity and or life. Saw it plain as day as an overlay to my sight. This is what I am told is a 3rd eye vision; although it was my first, it was definetely not my last! Honestly, at this moment, I was pretty fucking scared and immediately stopped querying the source.
For the next few weeks I was waking up in the middle of the night with epiphanies and continued visions.
o I was seeing eyes and black arch rainbows
– Saw through my eyelids on many occasions
o Could manifest beings from thought! Saw a demon almost manifest while thinking on the couch.
o Saw my crown chakra, almost looked like a triangle with the flat part coming from my head.
o Saw yin and yang – Incredibly powerful vision! It was presented in Pink and Chrome colors, crazy sounding I know. Never studied this nor really knew what it ment, however, the gnosis taught it to me through feeling what it ment.
• Noticed nature and that it had all the answers
o I always thought, be like a tree, it blows in the wind, this was the only thing that could calm me down.
o Had deep sense of awareness, like everything I knew was wrong but noticing nature was teaching me how to be
Be like a tree I thought, strong roots, blow with the wind
• Studying became a joke
o Gnosis took the forefront and told me there was a much easier way of acquiring information, like an intergalactic internet. Although, I could not tap it.
As you can imagine, if this started happening to you; you might think you were hot shit. One day, I let this impression drive me. I was driving my motorcycle around, thinking I was more superior than others perhaps… Soon as I came home, I became extremely sick, not physically, but like I was being punished for using energy for my own empowerment, rather than the benefit of others. Again, I was not hurt, but was definitely shown the error of my perception. It was the perfect sick to teach you a lesson. In a way, this was the most telling notion of the experience. It was a feeling generated by the way I was thinking. At this point, I knew the shit was real!
Anywhoo, as you could imagine, my job was becoming quite difficult. During this time, work was becoming pretty intense and people thought I was on drugs (can’t blame them really). I took 2 weeks off and drove to Ohio with my wife and child. It was becoming apparent that I needed to access our lives because something was not right. The two weeks off did seem to help and the hard visions started to lay off a bit and things started back to normal, somewhat.
What did I learn…
• There are MOST DEFINETELY, other dimensions of being
• When you think you are better than others, bad energy will find its way to you.
• Anything you concentrate under your crown shakra will disapeer, humans are capable of anything!
• Being immersed in ultimate anxiety will teach you there is only so much pain to be felt. This taught me that there are two sides, look on the bright one
• Helping people see other side of coin, helping them is why we are here.
• We are all God, every man woman and animal on this planet. We should start treating each other with the reverence you would treat Christ.
• Vibes are extremely real and do not always emanate from you, they can be given off by others. Besides the visions, this experience was just an extremely heightened state of awareness.
• Nature is extremely psychedelic in form. It loves it and breaths and inspires it.
o There is nothing more beautiful than living creatures.
• You can literally manifest shit from out of nowhere, from now on, I cannot watch violent things as this creates and can literally manifest demons from other dimensions to something close to you.
• Live your life as TRUTH. When you tell a lie, the universe knows and will not favor you. Nothing bad can ever come from truth, in the end. If you look around, it would seem many lies are surfacing.
• The Native Americans were right, there are spirits all around us and they can influence us on this physical plane.
• You are never done learning
• Always be humble
• People you surround yourself with are either taking or giving you energy, choose wisely!
• EVERYTHING YOU DO IS BEING WATCHED!!! Although it was not reviled to me, there is something very, very deep and meaningful about the eye.
Love you guys :)
@cheeky, absolutely beautiful! this is refreshing and represents far more than I can even fathom right now. the way you described it, though I’ve no concept of what you look like, I felt like I saw these experiences happening to you secondhand, and I must say it looked magnificent. I wonder though, as you live your life a changed man on more levels that may seem perceptible at this time, how have you reconciled the intensity of this? or rather, how do you go about living after all this information, because that is THE definition of a paradigm shift.
and man, keep doing what your doing, because your potential is limitless, and the degree to how greatly you can improve your life and the live’s of others is equally so
@cheeky, Yay! You finished it!
Very, very interesting. My friend has had multiple experiences of seeing a green-ish triangle with an eye on it appear where his third eye would be. Was this what you saw?
And looks like you tapped into seeing the Source Field. Cool stuff. Has it ever come back?
@blankey, yes, it came back in the form of a window or entity. With my eyes shut, almost every night, until I asked it to go away, something was showing me pictures of people. I would see flashes when the entity was around. It was after I started meditating and achieving a very relaxed state but not sleeping. I just told it that its was scaring me, and to lay off for a bit until I have the strength to deal with it. It was a very nice spirit or entity, just pretty freeky man, but I cant believe this actually happening. I think Im just starting to accept it really. I can remember a time when I would think all this stuff was insane crazy.
@cheeky, i feel a blow to my stomach as I read this. I’ve been there man! Mine was a lot longer but not as intense (no seeing through eye-lids, no hallucinations or chakras).
It was like daily something new was shown to me, something EXTREMELY confronting and hard to deal with. Like seeing your best friends want to steal from you, or that they onlyw ant you for money, or friends only want to drink to sex, etc, I could SEE people’s thoughts, I could read them. The times when it became other-dimensional, when it became grandiose, like seeing “The grid” as you called it – funny you say grid – it was intense. I had to pace my house attempting not to go absolutely insane, screaming, puklling my hair out type of stuff.
I remember vivdly seeing this baclk and green grid, like Tron or something. For whatever reason this “Grid” represented everything – everything was connected or part of this grid. It was such a simple image, but it was like this entire paradigm was communicated with it and I couldn’t deal with it.
I have to say, that perhaps the ultimate fear you experienced before your supposes death released DMT into the brain (have no clue if that really even happens, but seems maybe?) and that your pineal gland kind of just… stayed open.
When I smoked my last bit of DMT, I Was shown this fantastic multidimensional grid of EVERYTHING. It was so profound that even TALKING about it, I know will diminish it’s greatness, its true form… It was so hard to just “go on with my life” after that… it was like, wow. Why do I give a shit about ANY of this stuff? This house, these clothes, this job, etc… it was so profound nothing made sense, because everything made sense…
anyway, thanks for awakening the beast within me again :)
this is amazing!
have you seen spirit science by any chance?
i think it would interest you a lot. it’s a series of videos which will provide a frame of reference for what you have experienced.
when you mentioned the “grid” it brought this to my mind:
@cheeky, Man I still have that headache 2 days later haha! Anyways I’ll share my story of ‘re-awakening’ so to speak. It’s still something that is even hard to write down right now because it was the scariest thing I’ve been through but gave me a new lease on life I guess you could say.
So a little background info: I came into teenage hood meditating (I discovered it when I was 12-13) and practiced every day until I reached a certain form of nirvana (release of all suffering) this continued for 2-3 years until I slowly forgot to practice and the awareness died down. My ego took the reigns and all was well even though I was living on the ego based mind plane until I fell for a girl. I don’t know why but she triggered deep anxiety in me that still is a little prevelant to this day (i can control it now). So I got so anxious to where I couldn’t leave my house essentially. This continued until one day I went into an old house to go antique picking with my father (it was an estate sale). The lady just died and I played her piano for her family as they reminesed on how she used to play it for them. When I left the house I felt oddly depressed (I didnt struggle with depression really only anxiety as I try to stay optimistic usually) and then I went home, did my thing then passed out. Now, my dog is sensitive to spirits and gets very frightened when he sees them. I awoke at 7 am with my dog barking at the corner of my room at what I assumed was a spirit and then he jumped and went under my bed in fear. I all of the sudden started having suicidal thoughts but then passed out again waking up at around 12. That whole day I was incredibly depressed and I was hanging out with my cousins but had to leave because I knew I was going to break down and cry. So it’s late and I drive home and break down to my dad, I felt dead. His door was open and my dogs were in the room and I look outside into the hallway (which was dark) and I see a dark figure and it’s energy was overwhelmingly dark. The entity rushed at me and took my body and sent me into convulsions and my heart felt like it was going to explode. I felt fucked up and my dogs started barking and running around the room. I didn’t know what the hell was going on so I told my dad to pray (I’m not religious) and he got the entity out of my body and I calmed down. The entity didn’t leave the room and I could see it standing near the bathroom so I repeadity told it to leave until it did. My dad said the energy of the room was terrible and his body got really cold. That scared the living shit out of me but it forced me to change. So here I am I’ve found my meditation practices again and my spirituality. Im out of my anxious hole (well not fully) and I’m better then I’ve been in a year. Trippy as shit. My cousin (who’s aboriginal) gave me a native medicine which is a necklace charm that I wore to bed for a month after that to protect me. I have a feeling the entity was that deseased lady and maybe wanted to make me wake up or wasn’t happy that she had passed on.
Cheeky please do not be offended by what I am going to ask.
“I had to go home and call my girlfriend to tell her what had happened.” Followed by: “I took 2 weeks off and drove to Ohio with my wife and child.” This didn’t really click with me and perhaps you were referring to a female friend?
Were you on other drugs besides Xanax? Or perhaps you are an avid researcher, or those around you since you have heard of the gnosis and the pineal gland relations to the spiritual realm? Could you have possibly imagined such events?
In my opinion, in harmony, equilibrium, it is composed of both yin and yang. Life cannot be without death. Therefore how can one with gnosis claim what is bad and what is good? Something “bad” can inspire another to do “good” whilst something “good” can deviate jealoususy and “badness” in another.
The one line that makes me believe (personally) you have reached a level of the gnosis comes from the fact that you believe that we are all God. However, I also believe that this world simply cannot run without “bad” as it is unavoidable, it is a consequence, pushback force of “goodness,” what do you think? Perhaps the balance is off and has been for a very long time but bringing first person judgement with limited gnosis is a dangerous game.
My apologies in advance for such heavily opiniated comments.
By the way, how did you suddenly receive “gnosis” after WalMart? How was it like? Did it happen it to you while driving? Did certain events set it off? What were your thoughts in WalMart?
@hlalhabattu, i have applied this experience to attempt an everyday focus of kindness and helpfulness. I don’t achieve this perfect intention often, but i did once for the first time a few weeks ago. It felt as if you have a direct feed to the universal soul. It’s much easier than you would believe to attain. Honestly, its so deep, it scares the shit out of me lol. That’s my big hang up at the moment. I can’t believe its real…. I mean, I wouldn’t if someone told me. I had to feel it to understand personally. If you ask enough questions with your intention behind it with meditation, it will happen to you as well.
Have a wonderful evening :)
@cheeky, :) I had one and thank you. I won’t say I hope this happens, but if it does, I hope I’m mentally and spiritually strong enough to receive all of this. keep on doing what you’re doing ,man, your story intrigues me
I love how you went through all of this in such a short amount of time. Truly amazing and the best part is that you took the chance to share it with every willing to read it. Well done, my friend. Like you, I am aware of the other dimensions of beings. It wasn’t until recently that I learned that they were there all along. They exist just as we do, but somehow in a way that keeps them a secret until the moment one has the ability to remove the veil that keeps them locked on the 3rd dimensional plane. Your experience, however, seems to be more intruging than my own, as I am still going through the journey. Mine started in 2011 when I turned 25. Ever since that day I am able to sense energy, emotions and vibrations, along with physically feeling beings of other dimensions touch me, hug me, pull my clothes, etc. I agree that we manifest what it is we experience or encounter. This is why it is important to know that our thoughts are just as powerful as our words. We are all on in the same, as we are all the source of divine light. Our galaxy is but one of many.
and I see you spoke of being watched by the eye. You are totally correct. There are still secrets to unfold. There are still truths to be discovered. The messages are everywhere, but they are hidden in symbolism. The sad part is, the answer to all of our questions probably is right in front of our eyes. But, too many people are too busy with their 3rd dimensional daily routine, while others are too busy trying to understand what is occurring on the spiritual plane that is somehow intertwined with their physical reality. You see, no matter what, we are all where we are supposed to be all while doing the things we are supposed to be doing. We are never doing what we are not supposed to be doing. Even when we think we are awake and living through soul, our minds are still too consumed with trying to find truth to actually understand that truth can only be found within and never from an external source.
Keep in touch buddy. I like your story and I feel we learn from each other.
VIew my blog about my journey with the spiritual plane: realityofone.wordpress.com
@cheeky, Aw man, this is awesome. Ive been experiencing similar things recently. Not everything, but parts.
A lot of things come to me at night too, I have realised answers to things, created new ideas, and if I think about a situation I can see the clear outcome. I am having a bit of a struggle currently though, I seem to be picking up a lot of the negative vibes from people around me at the moment. Sometimes I feel crazy, like everything’s in my head and then I read something like this on HE and I feel good again.
The whole manifesting things into existence…always read about it and thought ‘yeah, no way’. Um there have been just a few too many strange instances in my life recently which ultimately could be coincidence, but yes, starting to believe that more.
I’m excited for where my journey will take me next, and know this little down period I’m feeling will pass.
@cheeky, Wow. I’m not sure how I never noticed my mention on this post, I’m so sorry about that. This is amazing! Can you give an update on how you’re doing currently? By the way, if you don’t mind me asking, how old were you when these experiences started? Do you have any history of spirituality, or has anything significant happened previously in your life?