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RobbysHigh # Posted on October 17, 2014 at 2:42 pm

Luke, thanks for posting that video. I watched it, and the subsequent one in which you said you gave in and jacked off after about 10 days; and I watched your video about the power of being vulnerable. Thanks for being brave enough to share your personal experiences, and for your insights. We appreciate ye!
I happened to find myself in bar earlier this morning that had some porn on (these things happen when one lives in a big city, and you’re a “freak” like me). I looked at it a little bit, and figured since I wasn’t using it to get off, it was no big deal. The main thing is I’m training my brain not to get off on pixels, but instead on real life.
I jacked off this morning, too. for the 1st time in 8 days. So, I guess you and I agree that once a week or even 2 or 3 times a week is not too much stroking. I didn’t ejaculate when I jacked to orgasm, which is often the case with me, even when I don’t want it to be. I’m not sure if it’s me subconsciously holding it in with my pvc muscle, as I trained myself to do for years when stroking (to stay young, and to be a super, multi-orgasmic man in bed), or if it’s a combination of that, and my having developed “anejaculation” due to years of porn addiction (just like erection dysfunction can be caused by the same thing).
I’ve found over the last year that I’m more likely to shoot it when I cum if I’ve edged it a long time, and am doing something freaky like jacking it in the great outdoors, or I’ve tied up my junk with rope like I’ve seen in porn…so, um, just saying, that as I break my porn addiction (on day 20), I’m looking at (in addition to my improved mental state, energy levels, and my sense that I’m more attractive to women) whether my inability to shoot a load when jacking off most times will go away in the future. We’ll see. (I still have no girlfriend, so of course, if and when I have one, that could make a huge difference in making me shoot).