|bnn||# Posted on May 29, 2016 at 5:46 pm|
I really appreciate how you put this into words as I am feeling exactly the same way. I think the problems relie on each other and that the lack of knowing the own passions is one of the biggest problems, because they would make me feel secure whenever I am by myself. In the last couple of years, I would never have stable friendships, not even the close ones from the past, not even in my family, but did not really have things to come back on, except eating. That brought me a lot of trouble.
I don’t know if it’s the same for you, but it is definitely influencing my self esteem and it is a vicious circle. Not having really strong, ever resting passions makes me feel worthless but is also caused by the fact that I’m not talented in anything I know, nor do I see myself as a consequent person.