|Shawn Broom||# Posted on June 2, 2016 at 9:13 am|
I lost the woman I love recently. We’d had problems but I was trying to address them. I thought we could fix things but evidently she did not. She was the first person I’d ever seriously considered marrying. My heart is broken. It’s hard to accept that this path I saw our lives taking is never going to happen. Plus we currently live together (In a city where I have no one and she has many friends and family). It’s hard to watch her life go on a flourish while I’m spinning my wheels. I’m moving back to my home town soon and in with my parents due to debt. I’m 28 and feel like such a failure. Like im a child who can’t figure out how to live an adult life. Plus I’m terrified that I’ll never leave my home town again. I’ve left twice and both times had to come back. Again… failure.
I’m trying to find positivity. Having some great friends to return to helps and I’m committed to making positive changes in my life because of this situation.
I wish I had some advice for you. All I can say is hang in there. Accept your feelings, embrace them and try to live in the moment. Change is hard. Positive or negative. You’re strong. You deserve positivity. Good luck