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PhD # Posted on June 18, 2016 at 4:04 am

Hello guys.

I am a musician from another country, now in Los Angeles.I gave up everything almost 3 years ago and relocated 9 months ago.I struggle everyday doing a job i don’t want to, going after other jobs i wouldn’t like to do, not playing music , being far far away from my family and loved ones.I am trying to accept the situation, stay calm, but each morning that I awake I find myself saying “What the fuck am I doing?”.This is my struggle.I don’t know if it worths it but I am too afraid to stand back, or quit cause this(music) has been in my mind for a long time now.I feel isolated and astranged.The one thing that I thought that was gonna give me everything is actually taking everything from me.