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Aubbaris # Posted on June 22, 2016 at 10:02 pm

Hi all,

I am a new member to the site and am already enjoying much of the content found here.  I am currently struggling with addiction.  Every morning I wake up angrier and more defeated than the last.  I’ve told myself I’d quit more times than I can count and I feel that I no longer believe it, nor think I am even capable anymore.  I have gone through withdrawl three times before and and am so mad at myself for putting me up against that again.  That’s just the start.  Once sober I really have no idea how to stay that way.  It’s the main reason I’ve caved and used.  As miserable as I am now, that is equally as scary.  I really don’t know what to do.