|Aubbaris||# Posted on June 22, 2016 at 10:02 pm|
I am a new member to the site and am already enjoying much of the content found here. I am currently struggling with addiction. Every morning I wake up angrier and more defeated than the last. I’ve told myself I’d quit more times than I can count and I feel that I no longer believe it, nor think I am even capable anymore. I have gone through withdrawl three times before and and am so mad at myself for putting me up against that again. That’s just the start. Once sober I really have no idea how to stay that way. It’s the main reason I’ve caved and used. As miserable as I am now, that is equally as scary. I really don’t know what to do.