|Anonymous||# Posted on October 20, 2013 at 5:08 pm|
I’m the same way but I like drinking Alcohol, everything is simple then. I also love the feeling of popping adderall and being normal for a couple of hours, I have energy i’m happy people like me. Then i realize it’s not real and get super depressed.
But it’s an addiction, i’m so tempted to get a prescription i have a friend who could give me his. He won’t take them he said it was the worst thing he ever. Every time i mention it to him he tells me not too.
I don’t want to be a druggie, i’ve never done any hard drugs and i never will. I have a strong will i don’t even believe i can truly be addicted. But then again this is coming from someone who has only smoked weed, drank alcohol and done adderall.
I convinced myself a while ago that i would try LSD, and Shroom’s But i don’t need that My ex-gf was a crack , i couldn’t even tell. It scares me so much to think of that. I could end up just like her if i don’t take my health more seriously. I haven’t smoked in a long time but i want to. i started drinking a while ago but i just realized it’s a trick. I love adderall im not going to lie. But its so not worth it.
Please Be strong Allyson. Don’t be influenced by all of these lames out here that doing drugs is okay because it’s not.