|sart living or start dying||# Posted on October 30, 2013 at 7:54 pm|
It is destroying my perspective on life… it has shaken every belief I had previously, but its taking over slowly. It is quite recent, it was ground shaking for me the moment I woke up. It seemed at first bizarre to be alive, now I find myself with a new perception, in everything. Sounds, smells, the air I breathe in, the cold. But I only notice this a few times a day for now, but every time I remember it shakes me. I have become very sensitive to the way things are connected to each other, I no longer value any sense of self, because there can be no self in a place where everything is connected, I am part of it all I can no longer feel as separate, I can no longer feel singular. But it is still very hard to explain.