|DaJetPlane||# Posted on June 5, 2012 at 10:17 am|
See, for me, it’s that I just can’t concentrate on crap that I am “supposed” to concentrate on (school, job, responsibilities). I don’t like NOT do those things, but I put in as little effort as possible to maintain a level I’m ok with (B- average in school, I work fast food, I take on as little as possible).
I sometimes wish i could be motivated to do all of these stupid things that I don’t like, but I just can’t seem to get that air about me. I can only hope to maybe one day find something that I actually want to do, so that I can finally be motivated to do something productive too.