I got invited to do LSD for the first time, and I’m still pondering on whether I should do it or not. I’ve been going through my fair share of emotional trauma within the past couple of months, and I was pretty depressed a couple of weeks ago. I’m doing a lot better now, even though I’m not particularly happy (I don’t think I ever have been to be honest) so I’m not sure if I should wait until I’m in a better emotional state than I am now.
Aside from that, I’ve heard some bad things about LSD from my ex-boyfriend’s previous roommates. They are in their 30’s, so they are quite older than we are, and they tried to convince us that the only psychedelics that we should experiment with are mushrooms. They said that LSD was all good for them at first, but after some years they started receiving nothing but negative messages and the last experience they had was particularly horrible involving his wife being possessed, and voices that wouldn’t leave her alone for a couple of weeks until she learned how to ignore them.
It could have been the type of acid they took, but I’m not sure. I’m the kind of the person that always has to see things for myself, so I still want to try it despite what they said. I just know that I’m going to be thinking about everything they told me about, so I don’t want it to influence me but it’s going to be hard to get it out of my mind. Also, if I decide to do it it will be with people that I don’t know very well, so I don’t know if I should wait to do it with people that I know better. The person that wants me to try it keeps telling me that everything will be fine, and I think he’s a good guy but I’ve just never tried any hallucinogens before and I don’t want my first time to be a negative experience for me. Should I wait or am I just thinking about it too much and should do it?
There is always the first time. Some of us came at it deliberately and some by chance. Some had time to worry and for some it came up so quickly they dosed before they knew what they were doing. It’s a jump in the deep end know matter how you go about it. If your a strong swimmer go for it. But if you’re having an eternal diolague then heed the side of caution. It also depends on how strong your ego is. The experience is going to tear the ego apart and if you have not already made good headway in shedding the ego then the process is going to tear you apart. That being said, good or bad, my most intense trips are my favorite.
honestly i don’t think you can be too prepared for your first acid trip if its strong cid. you have to be able to guide yourself through insanity. it’s exhausting but really immensely rewarding and you may even realize things that will cause you to be happier. you just have to know how to be content in the moment i suppose. not sure how much sense i made. just go for it, you won’t die and you won’t lose your mind.