when I consume shrooms, I feel blended into the flora, fauna, and mankind of nature. I feel content, tranquil, grounded. It feels so natural to feel like that! Which is why I tend to believe in the genuineness of my shrooms experiences….
Recently, about a month ago, I thought I met my first love. I rationalized the tender feeling with the explanation that: “1) since shrooms are known to generate feelings of openness, and 2) him and I had just shared a completely extraordinary experience together, that 3) that’s why we misinterpreted our emotions for love.” (let me add that we both ‘realized’ the same thing at about the same time without even looking or being in physical contact with each other). Of course, I could’ve felt love for him just like I could’ve felt love for anyone…or was there something about him and i SPECIFICALLY that awakened the lovely feelings?
i’d like your opinions! :) ’cause im so confused now..and nervous :S
I: think what happened here is tha ty ou noiticed the love for each tother that you had inside. It may not be a love that lasts, but still, it is love, if you felt it. Anyway, what matters is that yo care about each other, not that you stay together for the rest of your life. See that the shrooms just allowed you to feel so open, that the love permeated the gap that was between you too. So feel good, and maybe you’ll find more!
It was your shared experience. You both realized how to love everyone and feel one with them, that shared experience formed a bond. You have the potential to love anyone, but it’s the love that forms when both subjects are in their true nature that lasts. Mushroom trips are full of truth, but you were not in your natural form, at that time you were formless.
I think mushrooms just help your to feel the unconditional love that naturally dwells within all living things. Your usual filters are torn down and its easy to see that each living thing is just another reflection of yourself. Ive experienced this with most of my companions while tripping but it seems most discount the experience once the trip is over and assume their old filters. ~Sure you experienced a connection, enjoy it, but it doesn’t necessarily mean your going to get married :P