Beings in my room

 Joost20 (@joost20)6 years, 11 months ago

Í m a Narcoleptic, that means that I am blessed with the so called sleeping disorder named Narcolepsy.
Besides all the excessive daytime sleeping, cataplexy etc.. one of the symptoms is that I experience are the so called ‘hypgnagogic hallicunations’.
”Hypnagogic or hypnopompic hallucinations are visual, tactile, auditory, or other sensory events, usually brief but occasionally prolonged, that occur at the transition from wakefulness to sleep (hypnagogic) or from sleep to wakefulness (hypnopompic), usually experienced by somebody who suffers from narcolepsy.”
And with narcolepsy I completely wake up like 20 times minimum per night, so thats a lot of transitioning.

When you turn on the light, it’s gone. So first always when I experienced it I always just thought ooh there we go again , the hallicunations , watched the beins in my room, floating above me and staring me in the face for a moment and than turned on the light.

Listening to bashar for some time I became familiar all the information about the Greys and all the other alien beings visiting earth. All of a suden I realised that this is what happening. Also what they do on earth, that they are loving beings, and that experiencing encounters can be experienced as scarry because they just do not communicate in the same way as we do and don’t understand our emotions as we experience. This means that when they come to you to ‘work with you’ , they know that you agreed to do this before you came into your physical body and therefore don’t ‘explain’ what they’re doing. For them this is a loving exchange. At least this is how I understood the channel bashar.
For instance what I experience is a being sitting belly, or floating above me, and really sucking up up my energy. It does not tire me out or anything, but I literally feel the magnetic force, really strong.
Especially last night, that’s why I am writing, I felt the magnetic for of the being above me so strong that it really felt like in the Harry Potter scene where the Dementor sucks up Harry’s life force. It’s crazy but that is really how it feels.
Over the last year I have changed my diet completely, I do meditation, and a week ago did my first Reiki course, I feel like I become more and more sensitive to the life energy around me. A year ago I felt the energy for the first time, and right now I feel it all the time, everywhere and it get’s stronger. I think that that’s maybe why I experience the encouters more intensely than before.

My question is just please share with me whatever you got to say about it. Often I am confused a bit because the beings do not communicate, I whant to help them but it feels strange because even when I talk to them or anything nothing happens.
Is there a way how I can sort of work with these type of beings, become a bit more comfortable or anything, something I can do?
I think that I am sort of looking for a way to get the reassurance that everything is allright. :)
Does somebody has any experiences like this ?
So please share with me your experiences,thoughts and feelings!

Much love&peace,

October 11, 2014 at 3:39 am
Sarcastic Roach (56) (@sarcasticroach) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

The gateway to the astral (and ethereal and beyond) planes is that infinity wide sliver or time between waking mind and sleeping mind… Your condition has allowed you much more time there. Practice makes perfect, and you have put in the time to pass into the higher planes ( vibrational states of consciousness).

The inhabitants therein may or may not be interested or even aware of you). Emotional dreamlike awareness may seem odd initially, but horizons of vast knowledge await.. Be respectful but curious of the strange behaviors of those you interact with. You belong there just as much as others and sometimes, mischievous entities act selfishly.

Ask, observe progress… Your narcoleptic rewards are about to return your emotional investment you’ve payed thus far… HAPPY JOURNEYS!

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Thankyou for your reply really,
What you’re saying feels good, just stay respectfull and curious at the same time sounds like a good point to come from.

What you’re saying about that they maybe not even are aware of the fact that I’m there,do you mean that that’s the case if you pass into the higher planes.. Becasue with the beings I observe right now it feels as if they are totally aware of the fact that I am here, especially if the one is above me like I said I feel their magnetic pull so strong I’m getting lifted up a bit.

Allright, peace :)

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Sarcastic Roach (56) (@sarcasticroach) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

You’re correct about your “feelings”. If you’re not uncomfortable with the beings, explore their interaction. They could simply be manifestations from your subconscious in a form you are more at ease with. They could be spirit guides, or guardian angels assisting your experience into a “lesson” or basic truth about yourself…

The experiences are yours to evaluate and are ultimately going to educate you… Like a young child learns through observation and experience, so should you remain receptive as long as you feel at ease with your “trips”.

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josephm (772) (@josephm) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

youre probably inducing lucidity. dreams can definitely feel very magical and real.

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Hmmm , no I really don’t think that that is what’s happening..
Because I reallly had allot of OOBE’s and Lucid Dreams because especially since I actively started to ‘train’ that, and everything is different in those dreams and experiences.
Like for instance the feeling you get when you become aware of your senses when you feel something, the way you move around, the malleability of the physical world around you and your memories etc.
This is just really awake.

peace&goodness

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josephm (772) (@josephm) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

there is nothing but i. there are no forms of life that break the low vibrational barrier humanity works at. we can glimpse what we dont understand – so just enjoy it. but placebo works wonders so whatever inspires us is what we need.

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Sounds maybe strange but just am just curious.. How do you know that there are no forms of life that break the low vibrational barrier humanity works at?
Are they not able to? Or let’s say what if they whant to work with certain individuals. Is it not possible that they lower their vibration a bit and the person rises a bit on the transition when he go’s to sleep so they meet half way.

This is btw how Darryl Anka explains his channeling with bashar. Or Bashar with Darryl Anka. That he rises is vibration and Bashar lowers it a bit and half way they lock.
I’m not saying that this is excactly what’s happening.. just exploring some ideas.

Why do you think it is not possible for them, or you think that they just never do it?

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josephm (772) (@josephm) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

we are not here to learn anything specific. we are just bacteria harvesting consciousness. so if we have some of this consciousness stuff in us that we are creating, maybe something else has already started making it and we have something in common. but whatever it is, it is still essentially, us.

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Hmm yea not something specific I think. I don’t really understand the if we ‘have some of this consciousness stuff’ part. I think it’s about experiencing the journey rediscovering who whe really are, the universe. And yes essentially it is al us , because we’re everything. Only because we have this separated expierence of life, this individual experience, we can talk of beings from somewhere else en all kind of other stuff without all the time saying yea is essence it’s all all beause we’re the universe. That is not relevant for the experience you’re having at that specific moment right.

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josephm (772) (@josephm) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

are we everything? i disagree

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Oh allright, yea what I think is that we are all one universe, ‘god”,’brahman”ór however you would like to call it and that we are all different manifested parts of this whole wholeness.
So that we’re here in essense experiencing ourself from different points of view. And that the illusion of unconnectedness,’the being separate from your enviourment’, gives us this individual experience.
So that’s why we are everything.The’re is only one thing. That we are all parts of the same alle that is experiencing from different points of view.

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josephm (772) (@josephm) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

for sure, we just have different theory.

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Ellie (1,363)M (@tangledupinplaid21) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

I’ve definitely felt beings in my room too… the time I felt it most strongly was when I was doing a shit ton of DMT every day, but more recently(about a month ago) I felt one touch my back when I was laying down and had just woken up, and even saw a glimpse of it kneeling beside me, it was glowing gold orange and yellow, and I had not taken any mind altering substances recently. That was nuts. I couldn’t tell if I was awake or not during any of these experiences because they always happen in the middle of the night when I’m somewhere between dreams and waking reality. I find it fascinating; I’d rather have access to this stuff in life than not. It’s cool to get glimpses of “other worldly” things whether they are “real” or not.

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Ellie (1,363)M (@tangledupinplaid21) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

btw bashar rocks

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Sounds like a good experience yea ;)
Watch out with DMT everyday,I never did it, but I think you need time to process every psychedelic experience.
And ye Bashar is awesome!

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Ellie (1,363)M (@tangledupinplaid21) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

yes that’s definitely true, i learned it the hard way :) i don’t do that anymore.

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Mike Wuest (510) (@mikeyw829) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

@joost20 I’m not a narcoleptic. But often times I’ll have these experiences as well.

The way it always happens is I’ll wake up in the middle of the night. I am fully awake and aware of my surroundings and where I am, except it seems as if the analytical, labeling part of my brain is shut off. It’s probably similar to the state someone is in when they get hypnotized.

Then, my body starts to become paralyzed and starts to intensely vibrate all over. All the while I am still completely aware and awake, just unable to move. I then see an extremely bright light illuminate inside my skull, and simultaneously feel myself being sucked out of my body as you described (like a dementor).

This has happened roughly 9 or 10 times, and has started to occur more often as of late. I used to be so terrified of the experience, but as I relax more, I can go more deeply into it.

I think experiences like this are often seen as negative just because of what people say about them and the negative connotations we associate in our minds (that it’s some sort of alien/demonic presence possessing your body, etc.).

I also seem to have the ability to abort the experience whenever I get too scared. I feel like if I don’t stop it, then I’ll get sucked out of my body and am scared for that to happen, so I always cut it off before this point.

I also have fears whether what is happening to me is a malevolent, benevolent, or neutral experience. Or if the experience is whatever my mind chooses to make of it.

Another experience I recently had was I awoke in the middle of the night, like usual. Everything seemed normal, I was just observing the stillness of the night. Then suddenly I felt some sort of really dark energy come into my room. Everything just felt really heavy and murky. Then I saw a big image of Albert Einstein’s face appear in front of me, and it seemed to be a malevolent face (which makes sense because I have a big painting of his head on my wall). That part was definitely a hallucination, obviously. At this point I got too scared again and forced myself asleep.

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Wonderfull.
Yes I think your right about that experiences like this are often judged negative because of what people say. And I think also because of the fact that people assosiate black with negative. Let’s imagine that our senses these kind of beings just always intepertate as black. What kind of feeling does that bring with it? negative right.
Yes the sleeping pararlysis is well known. Your body asleep, you mind isn’t.

Yes I have te same thing! And some time ago would do the same thing, stopping the experience because I would become scared of something. Don’t even know specifically what I would become scared of, just the feeling would come up like ‘ooh this is not goood, time to stopp’

About the hallicunation. What I believe is this, or it feels real to me let’s put it that way. (over) Simply put Bashar talks about the ‘physical reality’, ‘template reality’ , and other higher dimension. Physical reality is what we normally experience. And the template reality is the dimension higher where the physical reality gets ‘formed’ from the blending of your belief systems you hold in this moment and the intentions of your higher mind. They sort of meet half way,blend, and that becomes your reality. He says that in these experiences you often enter this template reality and that here you’re thoughts directly influence the manifestation. The same as is often seen with Lucid Dreaming, in these experiences you think of something and it directly manifests, you shape you’re reality by thought. The idea is that the physical reality works the same but that there is this certain amount of time between the thought and the manifestation. So I what could be happening is that you influence the manifestation with your thought of Albert Einstein and that therefore his head appears on the being!

haha oh men I hope is a little little bit clear, and that I explained it in the same way as how bashar ment it. If you’re interested in it check stuff from bashar the structe of our reality and how we design it. He explains it clear,and in good Englisch.
Allright thanks for responding.

Good vibes, Joost

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The Flying Pig (0) (@TheFlyingPig) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Have you tried singing to them? :) Music is holy, music is Universal, sounds are the only language that every being understands, maybe they will connect with you, or through you in that way.
Namaste Joost :)

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Joost20 (37) (@joost20) 6 years, 11 months ago ago

Wauw that’s a good one , never heard that before.
I’ll definitely try this one!
Thankyou

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LVX (297) (@Vovinawol) 6 years, 6 months ago ago

The Egyptian ritual “Opening of the Mouth” my help you here. As well as many other Theurgic and Hermetic exercises. There is good reason these things have been around for thousands of years. Very few of us have this calling on the planet at any one time though.

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JustinDanger (41) (@JustinDanger) 6 years, 6 months ago ago

Thanks for sharing this, this is really awesome!

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