I feel empty, hollow, drained of the love I was freely pumping into your heart.
Let down. Angry. Sad. Disappointed. Captured in a moment of disbelief.
I feel betrayed, yet understanding. I feel ripped apart, yet strangely comfortable with the feeling.
As if through my life of loss and failed loves gone, I have grown cold to the feeling of heartbreak.
SO as I have learned, I loosen my grip, I relax, and I let go.
I fill the void with happiness, knowing that if I let a little light in, the dark will go away for awhile at least.