So one night i was lying on my bed and just tried to empty my head.
Then i had an idea to feel and reflect vibrations of love, peace and joy.
I focused on that vibrations and that the energy is coming from cosmos to me.
Then i started to feel tinngling that started on my feet and every breath i take it became more intense. But when my focus where gone then all the sensation to.
I tried again and every breath that i exhaled i felt more and more pleasure and all my body was vibrating very hard. And my thing went hard and i thought that i will come, and i felt big orgasm. Thought that i will rise into the air. And then i couldnt focus anymore, beacuse it was really wierd.
I havent meditated before and dont know much about it .
So i have a question:
WTF WAS THAT?
@lamppi, You entered Jhana http://www.wildmind.org/blogs/on-practice/how-to-get-into-jhana
I always come to the verge of orgasmic meditation but I resist the feeling and ruin it.
Why are you resisting it?
It happens. It is scary.