I don’t know when it started o how but for a while i’ve been feeling so dead inside… I was trying so hard reviving myself but it is pointless. Every girl that kicked me were almost meaningless, until this new girl appeared. She’s just the type of girl i want but i’m just to stupid to be with her. Every night my inner demond reminds me how idiot am i, every night at the mirror, my reflection comes up with the same face of disappointment. I’m starting to believe that i’m actually a loser, that i have no achievements, and my art, my writtings, my songs just got like bullshit, now i hate them, almost as much as me.
IF someone got out of this hole of depression, at least a good phrase that could help me out of this, PLEASE help me..
Hope is a unique power, dont you ever loose hope. Girls are replacebale ,but your soul is not.pull your self toghter , identify your fears, concern and obsticles, and knock them out one by one.
if no one saw the greatness in you , you must see it in your self
for the problem with girls: RSD on YouTube (Max and Julien are awesome)
for the depression part: Teal Swan also on YT (she’s rather spiritual, but I’m sure everybody can get something out of her videos)
my two cents: there are a lot of people who appreciate and value you. you just have to open your eyes :)
I haven’t been in the exact position you’re in, but Iv’e had something similar.
All I can say from experience is this:
Its ok to feel that you are an idiot (not saying you are, but bear with me). Its ok to feel dissappointment, to feel you are a loser. It’s ok!
I used to beat myself up on certain things and thats OK. It shows you care! What will help you is if you first identify why you feel that way.
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Why do you think you’re an idiot? List them out.
Why do you think you are disappointed in yourself? List them out.
Now look at your items. its important that you understand yourself first. You cannot fix something you don’t know anything about! Once you have an idea about yourself – what you don’t like or like, or why you’re disappointed – all you have to do is work on those items. Yes its not going to be easy depending on what you find out. But just knowing what and how you feel will help so much! Its a first step. Once you know yourself, you can work on improving things about yourself.
You have no achievements? Make some. Start something new – thats an achievement! Keep something up – another achievement! Achievements don’t have to have a certificate or prize.
Keep writing! Don’t stop. Everyday you write is an achievement in itself. Ask someone else to see your work maybe you will learn something from their response?
This may or may not work for you, but it did for me. I would say that knowing yourself – not your outward self, but your inward self – is very, very, very helpful. It might take a while – took me 3 years (lol) – but you will get there. Once you do, you can change. Know that it might take time to feel better, but know that you eventually will feel better.
Side note: Women will come and go, like a previous comment said. Be happy in that fact! Worry about yourself first, women will come when you least expect it :)
All this is from my experience and must be taken as such. I hope you feel better!