Have you ever became the universe?

 Thiiird3ye (@Thiiird3ye) 7 years, 9 months ago

I once became the universe on drug trip. Just 2 tabs of acid like i usually took but for some reason this time i got extreemly fucked up. I had multiple OBE’s and i met the universe , and i literally felt every one of my particles explode and turn into the massive swirl of the infinite universe. It was the most amazing and terrifying thing i have ever experienced in my life. Id like to dicuss it with someone who understands how it feels but no one i know has ever had something like this happen. There is extreem detail to the story but i dont want to disclaim it to the public on account of me looking insane.

January 21, 2014 at 11:36 am
hello (113) (@smortlur51) 7 years, 9 months ago ago

@thiiird3ye C’mon man, no one here is gonna think you’re crazy. Actually I take that back. I hope you are crazy, because if you were completely normal, then that would be a lot more concerning. But do share, I would love to hear it! I kinda had an experience like that, not on acid or an OBE. I was thinking one day about some theories on God and the existence/creation of man (I’m not religious, just entertaining ideas) and I started thinking along the lines of how there is a part of god in all of us. Then I was thinking about how its not necessarily God, but the universe that created us essentially, and that each and every one of us is the universe. And as I came to this conclusion, an awesome feeling came over me, very hard to describe. It felt as if my whole body was vibrating/humming, but in a very good and pleasing way. It felt as if the universe was acknowledging what I said, kind of just like a yep that sounds good, just letting you know we hear you

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Thiiird3ye (4) (@Thiiird3ye) 7 years, 9 months ago ago

@smortlur51 Okay it was my 16th birthday party. Lots of people and me and about 10 of my close friends were popping tabs. I remember feeling nice then block out, woke up at 12 at night with a black eye and my girlfriend was balling her eyes out. I was told i was running around screaming explosions and grabbing people faces and rubbing them, kissing girls , pants around my ankels ect. I didnt even remember anything that happend until 3 or 4 weeks later when i decided to do acid again, it just came back in a crazy insane instant of mindfuck. This story is extreemly vast, the chapters are still being written to this day, experiences like this have been a common thing now… it has completley turned me off using psychedelic drugs. I basiclly live in fear now adays its fucking unberable. So i will only share the instance of me becoming the universe. I came out of a black out state and my girlfriend was on top of me beating the fuck out of me and i was laughing hystariclly , then her friend joined and kicked me in the balls . I experienced extreem pain and blacked out again. This time i had a fucking OBE. I was noob about metaphysical stuff back then so i didnt understand what was happening to me, i thought i had died. I was witnessing myself being beat to death as all my peers sourrounded me and watched, it was completley silent.. I began to scream for help and nobody could hear me, the world around me was very very slow paced, it was as if only a spot light of light was on my body and the rest of this world was black. Almost like incidous but it didnt feel evil, just unsetelling. All of a sudden i couldent see my body it was going farther and farther away i tried to chase it but it was to rapid. I remember feeling absolutley soaked , like wet to the core and sticky. Like my molecules were wet it was a very strange sensation. The air started to get very thick and filled with waves and frequencys of colour , i started to freak the fuck out .. like at this point i literally thought i was dead it was fucking unreal. Heres where shit gets fuzzy in my memory. I remember seeing a huge span of faces all around me, like floating heads. It was everyone who was close to me or influental in my life male and female. All the faces began to form into one face in the middle of my view. It was my fucking face (hense the idea we are all 1). Then it dissapated and i was exploded into a billion fucking peices and scatterd everywhere in the galaxy , and i suddenly understood infinity. It might not make sence to you, it barley does to me but it was just so fucking insane. This little story is not even the full trip and ive had about 10-15 more instances that relate to this . My life is basiclly fucked and i feel fucking insane , but i cope with it. Kinda like a horror movie in my perspective but its not nearly as bad now that time has passed ans ive stopped going deeper into the rabbit hole.

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Thiiird3ye (4) (@Thiiird3ye) 7 years, 9 months ago ago

I also remember hearing we are the universe, repetatley

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