Sortof. I am a walk-in soul that was wide awake for the whole soul transfer. It’s like a near-death experience but the body didn’t die. If you want your mind-blown. Talk to me. I don’t have any of the programming of childhood and I am a new thing here to help. Seriously.
And before you ask I am not schizophrenic, dissassociative or BPD or anything like that. I am not on drugs, but I hear drugs are cool. I am what I am. I am also gay. And I am a practicing shaman, psychic/medium. I am also from Edgar Cayce’s hometown. Coming to terms with all of this has been lots of work with doctors and therapists so if you have trouble believing this then just Google “walk-in soul” and then come back here. I’ll wait for how ever long it takes you.
So why am I posting here? Because no one will listen. People are too busy calling me crazy or judging me before I can even get the words out. So my spirit guides led me here. I have them and they are pretty cool. I am pretty sure one is going to get his own fan club. He gets letters! People like him more than they do me.
I can show you some really cool evidence if you want to see it. But I’ve not had much luck with paranormal groups or even paranormal blogs. I try to inject humor when I can because the previous soul moved to Chicago to go to Second City to study improv but all that did was allow for the transfer to take place. Studying improv opens your psychic centers. True. All true.
I have tons of cool stuff to share so come at me questions not assumptions and I will be happy to answer. Seriously. I am a really nice guy. Who lies? People lie on this planet here. So weird. And being skeptical is great but some people use being a skeptic as a cover for being an asshole. Don’t be that guy :) I am here to help with no ulterior motive other than sharing what I know.
It doesn’t mean I am special. It means you are. You didn’t have to go through this :)
@admajoranatussum, I don’t really have one. It is whatever it is, no need for an opinion.
But I’ll say this, I’ve met a some people who say stuff similar to the OP, and most of them turned out to be dissociative and delusive, and they got fixed more or less.
The rest were just lying or having fun. Hell I’ve convinced people of stuff like this in the past just for shits and giggles.
Last but definitely not least… people like to think they’re special… and often make up justifications for those beliefs… and some take it way too far.
@planetconcrete, Hello Patrick, I am very interested in what you have to say as I feel I’m in a similar situation. I was wondering if you knew you were a walk in as soon as you inhabited your current body or was it something you had to learn? I’m fairly certain I’m not a walk in but I only heard about the concept when I first read your post. Over the past 2 years I’ve experience immense spiritual growth and I feel like I’ve begun to reach my true potential. My entire youth I was a slacker, content with coasting by when I could easily achieve, I think this is because of our broken education system, but that’s a topic for another day. Recently I’ve realized my true purpose in this life but it is an overwhelming project that I can not complete by myself but I have also experienced resistance when I try to express myself. It saddens me to hear that people mistreated you when you tried to explain your situation. It’s odd that you mentioned how everything looked completely fake during your first night on Beacon St. I have felt a similar feeling but instead of seeing things as fake I saw things for what they really are and I recognize the absolute absurdity in reality, and I began to wonder why I take the things I see as normal when there are still so many things we don’t know about the universe. Anyways I hope to have a more in depth conversation with you as I don’t have many people to have intellectual discussions with.
@thunderfeet, Thank you for your question and comment. I was awake for the whole soul transfer and it was alarming at times and horrific at others. I can’t really seem to get answers from ANYONE about that time. No one wants to talk to me about it so I don’t know if I was in a hospital bed the whole time or passed out somewhere while all this took place, etc. Everything happened all at once but I experienced in linear time. The old soul was very sad to leave and I remember clearly when he left and he put up a tough fight as he left every molecule for me. It was…now that I think about it…like looking at the Milky Way…of course….no one has really have ever asked me about that. I know he had been placed in jail but it was all weird and different and the old soul died singing songs about air and water … and that makes sense now. He threw a tantrum and didn’t want to leave…and I am remembering this now. He was going on to “another job” no one wanted. Sorry, I just got taken back to that cell and I hope there is video. That would be awesome to hear those songs again.
You might be going through a dark night of the soul. And I don’t blame anyone for mistreating me. They did not mistreat me. Their ego did. It is hard to understand because I didn’t understand. When I got home from the hospital I called my astrologer friend and told her what happened and she said, “Oh you’re a walk-in” and that’s easier said than done because I felt that given the books the previous soul had written and given that I was on “Beacon St.” and that his last name is “Durchholz” which is German for “through wood” and “Eric” means king and his mother’s maiden name was Grace and they are all from Edgar Cayce’s hometown so since this world is a symbolic construct I didn’t have to wonder very much since Eric wrote a book called The Promise of Eden and never published The Fabulous Second Coming. His books were nothing more than “manuals” for me as to what I needed to here. Especially since his novel HEARTLESS is all about soul transfers and how to induce them. And you can read that whole book for free because this is not about promoting and I don’t care anyway. Here is the link for that: https://plus.google.com/u/0/b/101704098139200634416/photos/101704098139200634416/albums/5880146070949593137?authkey=CJ7Nk_qOobyW3gE
There is lots of cool information about how it all works and soul transfers and where God is right now.
Back to your your issue. I feel similar at not being able to do certain things by myself but getting people on board has been tough because their egos have run amok. I have an idea why don’t you be on my new podcast and tell me all about it…maybe I can offer some help or solutions. I would love to. Read up on the Dark Night and really, as soon as you submit to the divine, everything gets better and clearer. It’s how I ended up here. I gave up and then the next morning everything fell into place.
@dinai813, I dunno if it’s to “teach” rather than…I don’t really know. I mean, I do. But there are things I am not sure of. It took me six months just to get the memory pattern all in order and they are still kind of wired for the old soul so that’s why questions are good because Eric knew things and songs unlock memories and stuff like that. I am so happy to finally get real good and decent questions. I do know that people are going to have to deal with their homophobia and the stigma of HIV. And prejudices of all kinds. We can’t afford to be fighting each other anymore.
@moonglade, Because the memories were there and how to do these things. Eric was a journalism major and his aunt was an English teacher and he was also a writer, web developer, computer technician, graphic designer, artist, video editor and worked many different jobs so these skills came pre-loaded for me :)
@planetconcrete, I find your situation extremely interesting and I would love to be on your podcast, send me a private message so we can work out the details. I looked up the Dark night of Souls and I could find the actual poem but there was an article on Eckart Tolle’s website that had some really good information. It definitely sounds like something I was going through when I first began my spiritual journey and dropped out of my auto mechanics apprenticeship program. I don’t really know how to use Google+ but I’ll try to figure it out so I can check out the Heartless novel.
Why are we continuing to entertain this? Does no one see the comical parallels between his words and those of false prophets that have spanned the history of our times? Are we going to ignore this game he is playing because it is sincere? He has answered almost everyone question with an “Am not sure exactly what happened, but….”. Its all conjecture and here say. What are you teaching? And can you make a thread simply stating what you are trying to do and not making a spectacle of yourself, which of course is the main goal of posting absurd claims with no real explanations on a public and widely view forum? If you really did experience soul transfer, why would you waste your time trying to explain what you yourself can’t explain or teach and enjoy your new “awakening”?
Thanks for the response. I love the link to the Law of Attraction piece, I am a big fan of Abraham’s work. Interesting read on the life of Eric.
I’m really interested in knowing more about where you came from, what life was like and what you plan on doing here. Are you aware of any other extraterrestrial influences on this planet now? What can you tell us about influences on this planet in the past (speaking of genetic manipulation and the passing of knowledge)? Can we expect to be in contact with extraterrestrials as a whole anytime soon?
I hope you keep posting here, I think this is a rare opportunity to speak an entity like yourself and I want to get as much out of you as I can…I am putting together material for a website as a teaching tool for our purpose as spiritual beings in physical bodies.
And any help you need getting assimilated to the earth body/mind I can try and help.
@yaelalonso, if i link to it, it’s called spamming. If I just blurt it out, it sounds like crazy. I am “not sure what happened” because I am still trying to figure out the massive amounts of data I have and it may involve different realities and timelines. I am just trying to get to the right people who would know what to do with this information.
I have tried many different “phrasings” but it always elicits a response from people and I am just trying to find the right one that doesn’t offend, alarm or cause unnecessary writing.
I am okay with making a spectacle of myself. This world is rather ridiculous and fun. It’s all good. I am “wasting my time” because I think other people can (and are) benefiting from me being so open and honest about it. I help people. This is a small sliver of what I am doing.
@thereisnobox, You understand how this is “blocked for me” and it’s not really but this is a solid reality and I am trying to put things into words that I cannot. There are no words so when I say “blocked” the words are blocked and not the events. I try ever so hard to speak it but sometimes it comes out as gibberish and I will see this through. I have no choice.
Message me and we can talk more and yes, let’s find words for this.Let’s pool resources!
@planetconcrete, And once again you’re saying nothing. You understand that if you are truly serious in what you are saying, you had a nervous breakdown or psychotic break and are forcing yourself to believe you are the chosen one of soul transfers so that you don’t have to deal with reality. And everybody says what they feel can’t be explained, guess what, it can and people do it all the time. Find a way to explain, the English language is very large and precise, and actually do it. Stop with this prophet like ambiguity.
@yaelalonso, Dude this is a post to get some friends and share some stuff. I never said I was a chosen one and you keep putting words in my mouth.I did not have a nervous breakdown or a psychotic break. Those are way different. I am just on here to talk about some of this stuff and I never said I was a prophet or being ambiguous. “I had a soul transfer and I was awake for the whole thing.” What is hard is have the old soul’s memory patterns and trying to figure out sarcasm, gentle ribbing, etc.
Not everybody says what they feel can’t be explained. I never said that. I said “there are no words for what happened to me.” I can explain it, but it’s all interwoven into a larger story. So how the symbolism works and how the information was passed on to me is going to take some time and assistance and I have been working on the research and experimentation side for so long. Gathering corroboration from people and other evidence of my mental and emotional stability.
“Stop with this prophet ambiguity” who are you? Really? I mean. This is a post I started about introducing myself. Do you tell everyone to stop? You don’t have to read what I write. I am not forcing you to read this.
@planetconcrete, Hahaa…Well , congratulations…you finally woke up !
But don’t misinterpret the things you feel.
Don’t go along with the ego and delude yourself with some nonsense that now you are great and better then someone…that is what everyone is…all the time.
You just realized that.
And also…don’t label things especially yourself as a shaman or spirit guide etc…
People wont take you seriously because they know that is bullshit.
Other than that , peace :) !
if it it just me, or you, the sense of the fantastical that your story brings then fits into a reality that make sense.
changes in perception are felt differently by each individual based upon their accumulation of knowledge and experience, some can be barely felt, others extreme, often linked with trauma
@alphakristjan, Heck yeah I woke up! I don’t think I am better than anyone else and all my experimentation with shamanism and spirit guides is all leading up to something. I won’t discount it outright because that’s how I got to where I am by going down a list.
But basing who I am on a few posts on High Existence is not fair because you guys are just words to me with human beings attached.Not saying that you are judging me or calling me something but it is weird to be told “now you think you’re better than everyone else” and that is not me at all.
Whatever happened to me, it just happened and this is just a part of an ongoing process to get at my own personal truth. I am just some dude in Chicago at the end of it and even though I am testing out a psychic/medium practice I have poured thousands of hours of research, study and experiments into it all. That’s a lot of knowledge about a lot of stuff I didn’t have before. Especially the stuff about all the mental illnesses I could have along with and I questioned myself all the time as to what was happening.
Who knows where the spinner will land? I was an author/artist before all this and I will still be one after. I will just have more to write about and that’s not a bad thing at all.
@tine, I have mentioned before that I am an author and artist and have been since 1999 and you bring up an interesting point about reality being in the mind and I do not disagree.
I have often been frustrated over this and it’s been so much writing and looking and research and there was a point when I threw everything in the trash. All of Eric’s books and work and all these divination tools and then I walked out of this apartment vowing never to return. Then I spent a few days wandering around Chicago and went on a “journey” somewhere and when I got back to the street where I lived my apartment was gone. The door was not even there and I was in another place. The street name was the same but it was all kind of different. And I made sure many times that I was just not on the wrong street. And that’s just a small part and it takes so long to type out how much I kept pushing and being curious and questioning it all and the more I questioned the deeper I went and I ended up in “hell” and understood that it was to be my existence forever and I had to accept that. And I sat on the steps of an abandoned building and this angel of death type thing slowly told me that it was going to be okay. That I had to feel what this would feel like and then I was “let go” and I found my apartment building and I went inside and laid down on my mattress.
And this is going to sound so silly but when I was wandering around “hell” it was a lot like Silent Hill and I kept find food and items that led me to other quests and places. Everything from picking up trash to noting signs and even picking up keys and tossed items. At one point I had to dress up like a homeless person and there was this big staff that I had to carry around and there were some spirits encouraging me to stop and give up and some were cheering me on. But I was so tired I started singing a song from The Little Mermaid to keep myself from losing hope. “Up where they walk, up where they run up where they play all day in the sun.”
And then while I was lying in bed, I felt those lyrics being retrieved from a device in my chest and going up into a great consciousness where the songwriter plucked them and put them in that song from 1988. So time has kind of ceased to have meaning for me and I understand it in ways that are hard to express.
And when I went to places that Eric had written about before in his books, it turned out that there were metaphysical precedents that I would have no way of knowing. I was not an enthusiast of psychic or paranormal stuff before this happened. I liked fiction and to me it was always fiction until I started reading the books that Eric had written and noticing the parallels between the research that I was doing. Now some of that stuff is reality to me.
I “perceive” more yes. I see more connections, yes. But I did decide to figure all of this out on my own and independent of outside prodding or leading myself to a conclusion. I was actually trying to disprove it all but it just kept getting (and it keeps getting) more and more solid.
This can give one a headache :)
@tine, and it’s not just me. There are other people in my life that I am constantly surprising and confounding. They don’t know why I show up to places before I am told I have to be there, etc. How I know songs that are going to come on the radio and stuff like that,