Okay so.. id been smoking weed since i was 12 and now ive stoped it like 6 months ago..im 16 now. yesterday i smoked again with my boyfriend and we were both sick i guess that was bad..kinda.. but i thought it would make us feel better thats wahat was always happening. Anyways i took like idk not so many hits and then i got high asf…..at first i started freaking out a little bit but i dint show it i just hugged him and closed my eyes.. And then i started forgetting things and every minute i was thinking all over again were i was and what was going on.. i ended up forgeting who he was.. i convinced myself he was my boyfriend but i couldnt remember his face cuz it didnt look like him.. It took me a long time till i did remember everything. I also think i hallucinated a little bit but im used to it i had dissociative disorder so maybe with smoking weed i brought it back to me? I also have bpd… what should i do?
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