I have a lot of friends who smoke and me not so much…I enjoy it when I’m alone and sitting in my room eating some food. I’ve tried being is small groups or just one on one but I always feel a weird pressure almost or that they’re judging me or some always makes me uncomfortable. As well I get quite paranoid and have thoughts about what they’re thinking and just make myself uncomfortable again. So to fix this problem I pretty much just wouldn’t smoke very much and this never really bothered me before however I have been dating a guy for a while now and he likes his green. I am absolutely fine with him smoking because it doesn’t change him at all! But I would like to experience it with him, and actually enjoy it, I still wont smoke too often but it would be nice to know that when I do i’ll enjoy it! I also feel as though I have some grudge against weed and the affects it has on people because I get annoyed and almost upset about it if I hear or see it too much (for example I see it A LOT on social media b/c of friends and as well I get caught in conversations about it that I don’t particularly want to be apart of and I really dislike being with people in public while they’re smoking) However sometimes I like talking and learning about it! I’m so wishy washy with the subject…any suggestions from anyone? I apologize for the long paragraph but suggest anything!