I lost a very meaningful relationship because my mind & emotions together would create a clusterfuck of words that really irritated/aggravated my significant other. It wouldn’t happen everyday but every once in a while. Mostly just worry or distrust/conflict about things, overall negative energy.
Multiple times she given me another try to CHANGE & stop doing that but then it happens again & i only seem to be aware of it right after it happens. So i want to make a concrete change & completely stop being that way. I wasn’t that way when we first met or in any other relationship i was in so idk where it stems from.
Btw it’s a long distance relationship.
Anyone got any input on this please let me know, she broke up with me today.
She said that she was tired of being in this kind of relationship with me & that i never change. She said she’d give us another try but no time soon. I just hope that when that time comes i am able to make the best changes to keep the relationship intact.