Hello newish here, iv been at war with my self family friends and everybody . im looking for peace , countless amount of hours searching for answers. From taking resposiblity for emotions to how to rewire your subconciousmind while everyones trying to get at my conciouse. im in need of some help ,so im making this to see who else out there is expirencing this same thing . im honestly worried , iv lost 25 pounds last couple months im getting skinny of stress. i throw up my food alot of the times. i love food but my disaplin and ego are taking over . im clean and off drugs , healthy eater organic no gmos, im just so lost i feel like everything about me is seperating .