I'm High, I'm writing, and I'm thinking, Holy fuck

 secretagentpeter (@secretagentpeter)7 years, 5 months ago

Right now I am fucking high as fucking, fucking fuck. Fuck Fucking High I am right now.
I feel like so philosophical right now even though I’m kinda speaking the language of retards.
I just spent the last hour getting high in a bathroom with the shower water on spraying steam into the air hot-boxing the room with my homemade bubbler and a 1..5 a gram of mushrooms. This is my first time doing mushrooms and I feel writing is like …

periods in sentances are the most idiotic thing in sentances run on sentance should be allowed because you’re not sure where you’re going with run on sentences because it feels like your on an unknown adventure and each part of it has to work in effect of what you’ve been writing and what your writing in the present moment and in the future of forgetting the past including what you where writing and you feel like your writing ability is dying and you forgot what you were saying anymore because periods hold a certain definition to each phrase or saying that expresses each detail that the wirlwing of writing without periods cannot capture in writing without periods it’s much more free and quick thinking you don’t look for definitionlike writting on the walls to worship what helps you comptemplate…wait wtf?! lol where was I going?! lol, I was trying to grow some philosophical knowlegde by ranting on, building an argument that is self sustainable. Holy shit I can be smart somethimes. Well I feel like I’m really secretly smart I mean it’s really hard to function at this level of high but I think I’m still, vividly, making sense in my wondering, I think. (at least not my language “skills” in writing) I’m not trying to flaunt but am just really having fun here in the scope of nothing ness that you stare at that has markings that create what translate my message that I’m sending using the beautiful ability of language. (We hide oursleves in the caves of sentance periods by haulting the shared message.) At least that’s what I feel…Holy shit I’m high as fuck and have been thinking about my feelings as I allow them to spill onto this canvas of language holy shit this is fun! Do you hear me>!? FUcKYeaHa! shrooms is definetly a fun high …holy shit I think I lost my funk again I’ve been working to have a clean system and I feel amazing. So I guess I allowed you guys to notice in a flaunting manor that I do enjoy digressing and losing track while high. I just express the feeling of the high and make it stronger. I don’t give attention to what I’m doing oly fuck I’m high, goodbye High Existaance I can’t keep my mind up to write a successful post so I’ll just stop now :)
everything I do is a seductive mind battle!
I get high with weed all the time but right now I’m so lost and found on and off in my mind

December 9, 2013 at 10:15 pm
Anonymous (0) (@) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

Sounds like fun, I wish to be tripping with someone right about now.

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Hank Stowers (16) (@hankstowers) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

I tried to write the first time I did mushrooms too…while they can definitely be a useful tool in moderation for creating a mental state to write in…It isn’t easy to write on hard drugs. I suggest you write your thoughts that appeal to you now, and expound upon them tomorrow.

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TheSkaFish (962)M (@theskafish) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

I think I don’t want to trip again until I’m decent at something like writing or drawing, so that when it happens, I can be in the flow of things and really create something fantastic. I just don’t think I’ll be able to have a good trip until I can use it productively.

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@hankstowers, Of course, the subliminal mind is flourishing in this state and is extreme glee to the feeling of holding a paradox like holding the fact of making sense and staying relevant while also falling into a sea of thought.
@theskafish, I’m feeling like naruto when he duplicated into tons of versions of himself and made each version of himself focus on using his mind to cut a leaf in half with his mind a thousand times to become stronger in the end. It’s a tough process but in the end it feels easier…so far. I feel one talent that I really need is the becoming of relevant thought while under the crutch of my stupidness among the greatness that I can become….Gotta philosophize them all!, wordle.

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J (1) (@DeafLife) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

I found my best writing and poetry was in the days and weeks after my first trip. Truly existential stuff.

Embrace the journey, write down some details and come back to make more meaning after.

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TheSkaFish (962)M (@theskafish) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, well, that sounds crazy. I’ve felt that way several times myself under similar conditions. Glad you’re having fun :)

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cesar (4) (@cesarmeed) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, lol I did the same when i was on lsd

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Justin (1) (@JustinPierce) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, Dude I wrote the first time while on shrooms as well. I ended up writing around 9 pages! While sober I looked back on what I wrote, turns out it was 9 pages mindless rambling. But yeah writing while tripping is an awesome experience. Maybe it’s just that I am really high right now as well but I actually found your rant devoid of periods captivating for awhile.

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

I spent an hour playing with my hair strengthening my pup dredds Xp
There was a kid in my class today who was attempting to look like a “badass” by responding “maybe” to when the teacher asked if he enjoys being stupid and that’s really stupid of him because I openly with pleasure allowed himself to be defined as stupid in someone else’s means and even in the logic of what that applies to what he was saying. As he was leaving the room high-fiving the other “thugs” I walked to him exclaiming “you are so cool for doing that”…and then flipping him behind his back…because what I did was a perfect representation of what he was saying to the knowledge of his own mind…
wtf………….

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@justinpierce, I as well. I’ve been looking at the standard model of reality lately and thinking I can mindfully afford a better model….
This kind of flawless freedom inside my mind is thought destructive, yet thought nourashing like capturing it can only be done if I can account for every special moment in it’s young, yet quickly aging wonders…
IIIIIII…….I think I’m gonna go make some french toast now!

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

Laughing like a baby is fun
Such pure, secure enjoyment
Damn, this is the fucking mindset of a fucking twitter page

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JonH (1,139)C (@IJesusChrist) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, You don’t feel weird that you’re on the internet during your trip?

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@ijesuschrist, I’m strengthening my belief gland by believing the theory that all life is just as well and equal deserving shared existance so I’m trying to paint my thoughts for the others to see as if a beautiful puking of wonder is painfully spewed from my mouth with all the acceptance in my reality.
It’s like jumping off the high dive of a pool into the rushing water of created stimuli
No pain, No gain

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Justin (1) (@JustinPierce) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, Dude exactly! When I was tripping shrooms and writing at the same time I distinctly remember feeling like I was standing in the middle of the freeway with cars speeding past me on either side. Each of these cars represent what I think to be a brilliant thought or idea, I try desperately to write it down before it passes by but before I can finish my thought it is gone for good.

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JonH (1,139)C (@IJesusChrist) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@secretagentpeter, I didn’t mean the sharing it with people, I meant the fact that you’re on the computer replying to people over the internet, rather than going totally abyssal zone in your own thoughts – no grasp to others. Just you.

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@justinpierce, DUDE THAT HIGHWAY ILLUSTRATION IS AMAZING
! clarifies with the feel so much ;D

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secretagentpeter (81) (@secretagentpeter) 7 years, 5 months ago ago

@ijesuschrist, My excuse was to improve my yolo truthspeaking abilities…maybe I got sidetracked too much…I just had another bowl so consider me an insomniac
I’m a lone here so please babysit me guys plz…
(not really I’m using my mind now)
eat, study, think thoroughly, rinse wash, repeat…lol, the word thoroughly takes thoroughly thinking how to fucking spell that word

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