Inspiration move me brightly…

 Lotus86 (@Lotus86)5 years, 8 months ago

I’m gonna make it better in time and thank God for everything in life, today is gone but tomorrow is mine. I have the choice to believe and the power to perceive but whatever and never will ever make me breathe. Counting on my blessings but push comes to shove with hard times and lessons, do I make you think or do I make you cry, we are born to grow to die to realize there’s nothing to lose except this physical life. Hopefully these things won’t mess with my head but maybe these things are just better off dead, living in a generation of sex, and anger to fight for life and death, it’s so easy to let go but I wish I could forget, why is there murders?, why is there wars? why is there pain? Maybe the Devil was right, Jesus had died in vain…Visions in my mind like I’m searching for something, searching for time and searching for mine. I never understood things the way I should, I still don’t understand but I wish I could. Feeling” misplaced” and shit outta luck, pushed into some drama man WTF. All this stress and depression has got me to think, why are we placed here to drown and sink in this slavery sentence of service and this fuckin anxiety just makes me too nervous. One of these days I will lose control but reality has left me and this alone, people wonder why these rates go up well take a look at life in the world man you’ll see wtf. Suicidal tendencies flowin up them melodies of some confidentiality of some hidden fatality expressed through brutality, never had much reality the only thing that will save me now is my own…individuality……

February 8, 2014 at 9:22 am
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