I LOVE YOU. EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU.
I want to share everything that inspires and excites me, the world is so big and we are but one person thinking at a time, but we can SHARE THOUGHTS and BELIEVE in their PERCEPTION. I wish we could all just live in one community using our resources to grow food, gather water, build earth ships, play sports together, play music together; there is so much that we could do but society has made this all too easy for us… we dont WANT to do any of that because were comfortable the way things are now. But i dont think itll last very long.
I WILL NEVER CHANGE WHO I TRULY AM (for anyone or anything) <— this is a statement i’ve always lived by except for this past year… i tried to change myself for this ONE girl who didnt even care about me all that much in the end. the constant worry, grief, jeaoulousy, frustration, guilt, helplessness i felt this past year overwhelms me to this DAY, my birthday. I met her nearly a year ago, and everything before that was awesome, when i met her i felt it was a too good to be true kinda thing and it lasted for maybe 3 and a half months of talking every day to her, i got sooo attached and i still am, im trying so fucking hard to forget her but ive just accepted things in the real world will never live up to the expectations in my head, they just never will. I will find someone better suited for me, shes still an amazing girl :)
I WANT TO BE SUCCESSFUL. I have so much potential in me to do great things, wether it be a music preformer or firefighter I CAN DO IT. Goals are good to have, they keep you in check in regards to not wasting your time, you are working for something YOU want. You can do anything you want to, visualize it and just GO for it, it really is possibly and please dont think that its too late to do something… its NEVER TOO LATE. you can compromise, find a way around things, there are ways.
SMILE. CRY. LAUGH. LOVE. HATE. GET ANGRY. BE SAD. ENJOY PAIN. <— this shit is a cycle, learnt to master it and you’ll be next level (super human?!)
music that inspires me: https://soundcloud.com/theballooncorps
http://www.youtube.com/channel/UCE1qm072Vs5-fXOScYsWiMQ (this channel is amazing)
sites that interest me: http://www.stumbleupon.com/stumbler/charlie7400/likes
MY MUSIC (NOT A LOT): https://soundcloud.com/charlie7400
BE A GOOD PERSON, WE ALL KNOW HOW WE WANT TO BE TREATED SO TREAT OTHERS AS SUCH.
to whoevers reading this, I LOVE YOU AND HOPE YOU/’RE HAVE/ING A GREAT DAY :^ D ♥