Late Night Ponderings Of The Introvert

Anonymous (@) 8 years, 9 months ago

Friends –

As I write this, I sit amidst and alone with my thoughts. Lonely, yet never alone. Yet alone more so than I have ever been. For I am an Introvert and as I think – so I shall become. Thus I become a product of my thoughts. But what are the results of introversion when the focus is inward? Contemplations and revelations in the hour of night when the world is yet alive.

I cannot fit and I cannot conform. I’ve tried and although I may be able to portray someone I am not and fulfill such a role as my ability to adapt allows; I cannot yet elude the skepticism and critiques of my own thoughts. For although others may recognize me as ‘he’, I shall forever recognize myself as an ‘I’. Although they both represent the same person, they are two different ideals completely. Furthermore on an additional note – this is not the ‘ego’ which speaks to me in its arrogant ways.

I have not yet come to name this feeling so I will stick with the word ‘soul’ or ‘knowing’.

It is always present and fully aware; yet it is neither here nor there.

The duality of the two merge as one

And in the state of ‘oneness’ it assumes a state of reality

Truth

And it ever so gently reminds me that I am my own and not of my own.

February 18, 2013 at 12:55 am
Anwie (6) (@anwie) 8 years, 9 months ago ago

@aestheticbrah, something to watch while contemplating your introversion:

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Anonymous (175) (@) 7 years, 10 months ago ago

Fuck modern society and its “norms”. lol..

Be YOU. Not everybody cares about being extroverted or introverted, so find people who like you for you.

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inna (95) (@paintedbeings) 7 years, 10 months ago ago

@desifemilove, well shit fucking be damned because for once i think you made a very good point and thank you, and i fully agree and came to say this. well put

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Anonymous (175) (@) 7 years, 10 months ago ago

So I contradict. big deal.

It’s actually funny how you select which contradictions are good and bad here, based on your own subjective/guru-fed beliefs…

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