My girlfriend died last sunday. We had been together for 4 years, the best years of my life. She was everything to me, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her, we had so many plans for the future . I don’t know what to do with all these memories, they are so painful. She was 26 years old, she had a heart attack. I found her laying on the bathroom floor, I started doing CPR until the paramedics arrived and told me she was gone and couldn’t do anything to bring her back. It was a shock to everyone because no one ever imagined she had a heart disease. I can’t believe I wont ever hear her voice, her laugh, kiss her, cuddle, share our thoughts about everything. It’s an unbearable pain.
I’m so sorry. My best friend died back in March and I want you to know that it does get better. There will be some days you feel ok but others where you wake up and miss them so much. I promise you it does get better. As you did his mother found him laying on the floor. He died of SADS (Sudden Adult Death Syndrome). I want to say again I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you find happiness again because I know she would want you to be happy.
Luis, I am sorry to hear about this. I cannot understand how you must feel. Most people probably have not gone through something as traumatic as this. Just know that the thoughts and the feelings come and go, and they are valid. These reflections will be a part of you from now on. I’m sure it’s overwhelming right now but over time you will be able to contain them. The memories will always run through your dna. take care friend!