My life is falling to pieces.

Paola (@paolavecuriosidad) 8 years, 1 month ago

I just don’t know what to fucking do anymore.
I’m in my first semester in college, and I am doing horribly. I can’t stay concentrated on my schoolwork, and although im learning a lot, my grades aren’t doing well, which means failure in the eyes of everyone else. My job at the women’s center is bullshit. All we do is discuss feminist issues but rarely do anything. everyone at my university is rich and fake and I am so done with hearing about greek fucking life and the amazing cabins everyone seems to have in 5080809 states. Im so fucking done. I dont have any real friends, my grades are sucking more and more, and in order to relieve myself I started drinking heavier and now have made some stupid decisions resulting in me feeling worthless. I just don’t know what to do to refocus on my schoolwork. Everything seems to not make sense, and i dont see the use or need in doing what i do on an everyday basis.

I am so lost.
Any advice from anyone who has been in my shoes before?

October 16, 2013 at 9:28 am

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@paolavecuriosidad, I didn’t?

What the fuck?

I just said “Fuck your mother.”

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Ben (62) (@Mallorn) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

well you don’t have to care, i can’t say you should empathize with someone, but surely you don’t have enough evidence from a few posts to call someone a weak human. and if you care enough to try and help someone gain a new perspective, and make them stronger, than do so nicely, not in a berating way. saying they’re bitching. you can present the truth without being immature. and if you don’t care don’t comment, simple as that @vanguard,

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Paola (25) (@paolavecuriosidad) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@cptsleeze

right on. i’ve been trying meditation in the morning as much as possible, but so little time! im currently in a buddhist temple course and we learn new meditation techniques every class, so im applying those as much as possible.
thanks!

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

I regret… so fucking much… that I made that I have so much things to do.

So… not available like I used to be. For real. Fuck internet. Fuck

Who the fuck is this? @vanguard

He’s not new to the site, you know. You are new.

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Paola (25) (@paolavecuriosidad) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

that argument was absolutely compelling
alright sasho you win
woooo
applause
awesome
bye

@beyond

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@paolavecuriosidad, Stupid fucking thread. Say bye to everyone sympathetic, Paola.

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James Veritas (30) (@Vanguard) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@mallorn, Hey there keyboard warrior. How you doing? How is you calling me immature any less than me calling her argument, not her, weak. I’m sure she is a great person. Well. Maybe not sure.. but I’d like to believe she is. You seem to think that my abrasive course of action is somehow a reflection on how I see her? Calm the fuck down. I know what I’m doing here.

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Ben (62) (@Mallorn) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

petty is petty

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@mallorn, Yep, it is simple as that.

But, now this is our thread.

I have… an hour.

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James Veritas (30) (@Vanguard) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@beyond, Hey Sasho. I found you in that video at 3:20.

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@vanguard, You are an idiot, I guess, waiting to be found. Why would you even say that?

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James Veritas (30) (@Vanguard) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@beyond, Simply to lighten the mood. How drunk are you?

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@vanguard, Which moods did you lighten up, exactly?

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MonkeyZazu (1,865)M (@monkeyzazu) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@paolavecuriosidad,

Yea, school’s a bitch sometimes. Starts off somewhat good, then just goes down hill a little. The boring repetitive school work gets really tedious and you get to the point where you have to make yourself do it. Like right now I have 2 papers due tomorrow that I should be working on, but I’m on HE having discussions. Kinda sad.

Anywho, I say change the scenery a little. Either go on a little mini vacation, just take a little break from the stressful school life to find yourself again, or change the scenery around your university. Turn it into the place you want it to be. Just pretend like everything around you is a blank canvas and your the master painter. Make something beautiful, nice to look at.

But yea, if even after putting in a solid effort to make things better shit still sucks, find something new to do. Kinda like that one quote “if things aren’t going right, go left.”

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Paola (25) (@paolavecuriosidad) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@monkeyzazu

aw. i love this so much.

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Filip (2,818)M (@filipek) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

For all the topic hijackers. I do not have time to play the referee here and browse through all the bullshit comments. From now on any non related, rude or offensive comments that I will encounter will be removed without warning.

Please guys, be nice to each other.

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Anonymous (2,654) (@) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

@filipek, I just imagined you saying this in a bar. Also, is moderator power still including reading the private messages of whoever you want to? I think everyone ought to know.

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Martijn Schirp (112,780)A (@martijn) 8 years, 1 month ago ago

This is the first time we have heard about this. As far as we know, the software we are using is secure. We are now investigating the issue but please don’t share any sensitive information and delete older information until further notice.

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