Is it possible to drive yourself insane by trying to solve a paradox? I dropped acid yesterday at my frat house with some of my brothers. Most of us did 2 hits. It was strong stuff. For about 2 hours of that I would yell every 20 seconds. I experienced an expanded orgasm (Distinguishing features of expanded orgasm are energetic sensations and contractions all over the body, especially in the abdomen, inner thighs, hands, feet, and genitals. Dr. Taylor describes reports of practitioners going into various altered states of consciousness, bringing about deep emotional release and rejuvenation, profound spiritual experiences, having awarenesses not normally perceived in regular orgasm, and perceiving energy expanding beyond the limits of their bodies.) and was seeing different lives that I felt I was currently living. My body was exhausted afterwards although my mind was completely awake. It was the most blissful experience of my life. I feel as though I have experienced every type of thrill possible now. It just kept looping; like being hit wave after wave. Near the end my mind was trying to figure out the paradox of existence and I could not stop thinking about it. I also became depersonalized and thought about killing myself because I didn’t believe that this world was real.
Yes it is. The paradox is the beginning/end. This world is as real as you want it to be, maybe you should invest in it more. Don’t kill yourself all you will accomplish is having to go through all of this twice, strive instead for enlightenment.