Porn addiction

 Newaro (@Newaro)3 years, 8 months ago

My challenge would be to stop watching porn entirely. I’m 28, student, of latin origin, 1.85m, live in a nice city, have a good life, but am very depressed due this life-crippling addiction, which has taken up so much of my self-worth. In short: I haven’t been with a girl yet, and even though I look attractive, am kind and always active, I’m looking for reasons why a girl should want to accept me. I only read about guys who have better sex afterwards, but I haven’t had that yet. I feel very insecure and vulnerable exposing this, so please don’t laugh. It hurts me to say I’ve been addicted to it, and I always hated it, but it found me before I was able to date girls. Now, I feel I must move on. It’s always been my greatest weakness, and in my country, it’s terribly taboo to talk about sex, even though it’s advertised in the media everywhere. I have a bright future ahead of me, but I need to believe that there are decent girls out there who would ever want to be with me. In other words, porn has destroyed my sense of being a guy, and I feel vulnerable saying this. Thanks.

December 11, 2016 at 11:45 am
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