Lately I have been going through some self difficulties. I have been wanting to take shrooms for some time now. 1. For a good time. 2. To hopefully get something from the trip & see life in a slightly different way. The only problem here is that when I was younger I had smoked laced pot with PCP (didn’t know it was laced) I had the worst experience ever from it. I was fucked in the head for about a year and a half & still on occasion get panic attacks because of this. One of the reasons I want to trip is in hopes of having a more positive experience (PCP is already a negative drug & this time I’ll be aware of what I’m doing) also I feel like I have an unfinished trip and until I trip on better terms I’ll never fully understand why things happened the way they did. Does this make any sense? I want opinions and views on if you think this is a wise choice.
How do you know it was laced with PCP.
Here is the major question you need to ask when thinking pot is laced with PCP:
1. PCP isn’t highly addictive
2. PCP is expensive to produce
3. Why would a dealer intentionally lace weed with PCP with the above 2 points in mind?
Without further information, I’m going to guess you didn’t have PCP in the weed at all, and you just experienced paranoia, anxiety, and stress from smoking too much THC and not sleeping enough which is a fairly common thing.
Taking shrooms, with any fear of anxiety in the coming of the trip is going to be a hard thing to overcome. You need to be able to smoke weed and not get paranoid before you can eat shrooms, in my opinion.
I smoke pot on a daily basis and I never get paranoid. I love pot, I never said I get paranoid from pot. I smoked regularly before this happened took a break for almost 2 yrs because the PCP changed me, and than smoked again after I felt I was ok enough. I didn’t just assume it was laced with PCP I know it was because I was holding it for an ex boyfriend and when he hadn’t smoked it I than told him if he wasn’t going to that I was. He failed to warn me until after the fact that it indeed was laced with it.
First of all I personally would like to apologize for person who sold/gave you laced weed. Doing drugs already opens you up in a lot of different ways and someone taking advantage of that outlet of your life is blatantly wrong and stupid. I do understand you feeling as though you have an “unfinished trip” because of that experience because I have had similar experiences. They are far different then surprise encounters with psychedelics but rather are normal occurrences in my waking daily life. I often recieve visions or see other things than people can not so when I heard of psychedelics, I felt that it would open a large portion of that facet of my life and also explain the occurrences. Having that in mind I set about creating the best internal setting that I could for myself so that while tripping, nothing bad awaiting in my subconscious would arise during the trip. I believe for your sake this would be a wise choice to further experiment with your mind and see the good side of it rather than the bad but I must warn you. Psychedelics are very powerful substances and should be treated with respect and care. Meditate before hand, think of what you wish to learn and take away from the trip but don’t expect anything, and finally have fun. Bless you in your journey through this long winding road of life. :)
Thank you so much :) what you said really made me think. If and when I do it, I am most definitely going to make sure my mind is ready and there will be lots of meditation before hand. I’m not really the type of person to do drugs to get fucked up (although on occasion is nice) I like to achieve something from it mentally and spiritually if possible. I’m excited and will definitely write a post on how it went after my trip in the future!