Sick of Trying.

Hitomi (@kidvisions) 10 years, 8 months ago

I just want to die: Nothing is working out for me, and I don’t feel like I want to live, everything seems terrible and nothing pleases me. I am always discontented with every single thing… Give me the right to die…

September 3, 2011 at 6:54 pm
Jeff (2) (@pairodime) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

you have the power to do whatever you want, but before you go and do it, remember that you’re young, and everyone else has gone through the same as you. so will you be up to the challenge or will you choose to overcome these problems and come out with great experience?

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Well shit at least life can only get better right?

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Abhishek Murarka (5) (@infinity) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Kidvisions i dont know whats happening in ur life,but the point is u r aggravating it into further distressful bowls.This is not the way to your Higher Existence.Ur thought become things.Its a vicious circle.The more u let it get better of u,the harder it tightens its snooze on u.
I know life can be so mean sometimes but thats not reason enough to stop living it the way it is ought to be lived.
I advocate u read into The Law of Attraction.I ll just get u the appropriate link
But do watch this video

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Hitomi (67) (@kidvisions) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Thank you guys. I feel confused between my “artist life” and the “real one” I feel I have really high standards everywhere and probably that’s why nothing pleases me…

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Syn.Ther. (46) (@luna) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

isn’t it a lovely paradox of such grand emotions that they all come from the same source…. deep within…

And please don’t die, I love you.

Peace

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Hitomi (67) (@kidvisions) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Thank you I’ll try not to..

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Syn.Ther. (46) (@luna) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

I appreciate the effort

Peace

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Hitomi (67) (@kidvisions) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

:)

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Martijn Schirp (112,780)A (@martijn) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Do you have anyone in your life who you can trust and feel safe with? Please contact that person, empty your hart and take care of yourself.

If not, everyone here would love to know you and talk with you and tell you that life is a wonderful gift and that one day, you will appreciate it beyond measure. That day will come, just know that you are strong enough, that life will change and people will love you for who you really are.

Big hug,

Martijn

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1.61803399 (247) (@drunkmonkmeth) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

if you need attention go to a party and take your shirt off.

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Dustin (32) (@dobbyfisher) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Anon, WTF

kidvisions,
I think a lot of people here have been in a similar position… Martijn’s recommendation is probably best, there is only so much you can gain from textual responses. If you want any personal advice from someone who has been in the same boat, message me on my wall. If not, I wish you the best.
Dustin

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mitch (18) (@mitch) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

I don’t believe you.
“Carpe Diem!
I love life and I am a dreamer who thinks this world could become a better place if we start by ourselves!
When it comes to religion I consider myself rather an agnostic I have some Buddhist tendencies and probably will end up being a Buddhist. I believe that life is too short and therefore when should make the most of it! We are here to improve ourselves and thus humanity, to help others and spread more love on this planet!
Huuugs!”
This is just a dark corner in the tunnel, not to worry.
Love ya.

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Marie (0) (@revolutionnx) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

I feel the way you describe a lot, nothing makes me happy and i feel, to use your word, discontented.But i realize that i’m discontented because i’m putting my happiness in things that are not going to give me happiness. First of all, I expect to be happy. Just that expectation alone gives me a lot of unhappiness. Who ever deemed that I am entitled to be happy? Maybe that sounds depressing but I dont believe that happiness is something that this world is supposed to give me any longer. I believe that maybe i am to work toward an inner peace. As long as I put my happiness in the outcomes of certain things-ie; if that guy likes me, if i get that job….so on and so on-I will be unhappy. But like I said, I’m no longer striving for happiness, I just want to have peace in my life and my head and I believe that will, in turn, make me happy. Isnt happiness what everyone strives for, yet it seems to illude most people? So maybe its not all that its built up to be. Idk, just a thought.

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Eric Smith (2) (@smithco88) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

it is true, there are only 2 answers to every problem: deal with it or kill yourself.
should you choose the latter I recommend getting right to the point before “game over”, pistol in your mouth, foot at the ledge, we all know the drill. Then right before you go through with it, stop, take a breath, and say “24 more hours. One more day. If I don’t find one reason to live in the next 24 hours I’ll f***ing do it.” and you know what? you will. it is inevitable if you are looking upon your last day that you will find something worth living for. It could be a phone call from a friend. It could be a coincidence you never would have seen otherwise. It could be the way a plant reaches for the sun through concrete. Whatever it is you’re looking for, you’ll find it. But your eyes gotta be open to see it.

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PDC (31) (@chemicalspike) 10 years, 8 months ago ago

Well if it is any consolation I’ve been there. Having rolled from one financial disaster to another and working all the hours god sends along with a couple of broken relationships (including an ongoing one) I roll from endless possibilities and optimism to extreme apathy.

It isn’t so much that I’m so sad and want to die I just start feeling like I don’t care and that it would probably easier maybe even for the best. I guess what gets me through it is that I usually do feel like there is more possibilities, I have people who rely on my for friendship and companionship including family and I genuinely do have a good time with them and I keep thinking it’ll get better and I’m always learning.

I’m not terribly good at relaying advise about this stuff but all I’d suggest is finding a bright spot, for me it is a beer night with my best friend. For you it could be something different like a new hobby, new friendship or a change. But find that something and latch onto it hard and work up from there. Get a good person in your life who you can talk to about it. Or find someone on this site which is full of helpful people and work on making a change to remove these feelings. Once you get a handle on your current pain you can practice techniques to actively manage your emotions and mental states, that has truly helped me.

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