simple discoveries

Tine (@tine) 8 years, 10 months ago

the other day i heard a song called ‘Breath Me’ by Sia on pandora and it brought with it feelings of nostalgia, sadness, and familiarity, i often do not pay attention to the lyrics right away and give more focus on how the song makes me feel, and this was circumstance when i told my wife about it, i told her, ‘i have found a song that makes me feel you, i can’t explain it, i feel you in the emotion it presents’, she, like most woman, was intrigued so we listened to it together, with lyrics,

and this is where the profoundness settled, the lyrics, the feel, described me, my weakness, my insecurity, and i was singing it to her, my wife, not the other way around, she told me this too, with a strange and touching smile on her face, ‘this is how you feel isn’t it?’ i couldn’t argue,

i am on a journey of full discovery, this means my emotions too, this was a profound moment for me, insight into myself i had never considered due to the lies i have been telling myself that numb my ability to feel,

here is a link to the song and below are the lyrics:

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there’s no-one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I’ve lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small
I’m needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

January 21, 2013 at 3:42 pm
dr. hamsa (42) (@s7221919) 8 years, 10 months ago ago

We all need love and support.

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Tine (366) (@tine) 8 years, 10 months ago ago

@s7221919,

Agreed, and my damage was a fear of rejection

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John Spartan (6) (@johnspartan) 8 years, 10 months ago ago

It’s ok we’re all a little numb

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Simon Phoenix (15) (@simonphoenix) 8 years, 10 months ago ago

@johnspartan, @tine, Ya, I know i dont feel numb all the time. when i do feel i know i gotta be feelin way more than anybody else! when i feel its like other peoples whole feelings for a year in one glorious moment=D or a few. then i’ll just go dormant waiting for my next real fix

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