Hey guys and gals. New to the site. I am doing log entries to think about some great times of being in such a state of euphoria that I feel I might die, or snap in potentially a negative way, or over think and maybe black out or something to that effect. I feel like it is an anxiety attack nearly.
The situation that where this recently happened is I was relaxing with a group of friends at a hookah lounge and I smoked excessivly with good company and met allot of new and old friends and was very exited and happy to catch up and re connect. After the day I had a very elevated sense of satisfaction for my day and socially and cognitively felt rather great! But thinking about how happy I was I worried about being way to happy, or rude, or excessive.
This is a nutshell of my experience. I would say I have a rejection anxiety? Any thought would be some great insight!