In a land of decay, where my pain and sorrow can’t just parish. My feelings worsen drastically, I’m not killed with pain but I’m not okay. So my blood spilled with vain. My eyes blood shot my body sore, I feel like I’m dying and I cant take this anymore, shouting and screaming “Oh fuck I can’t stop bleeding!”. My worlds collapsing, nothing can be so bland when everything’s so cruel and in human. I’m suffering from society’s expectations. I always question my existences because the distance between my beliefs and what the world says is further then my sanity. It’s like watching everyone swim, only sometimes you notice the ones struggling, you go in to help , then realize you don’t know how to swim either.we kill each other off, slowly getting shot down with arrows to the heart, body and soul. How can someone tell me what i can and can not think, believe, feel and do. The pressure of not being good enough has become a reality. I’m in sempiternal isolation. Why do i care so much, My dreams are more then crushed. I’m winded, my mind is so unfitted in humanity,The world so cruel. I’m so closed in all these fools think there’s tools to fix the broken, the unspoken and the unawoken. – Blurry Face
It is so much easier said then done but free yourself of what is holding you back. I am held back by the utter BS, that my mind want’s anything I try hard has to be good the first try, sadly that is the way I was brought up. And I am struggling to free myself of that and to just try and do things and not hang around watching YouTube videos or something like that. Slash the trailweed holding you, then you will be free to swim where ever you want.