We as a species have a very intricate inner world. I wanted to discuss this further and to give you an idea of what direction i want to take this i will use a current event in my own life as an example.
Lately i have been walking around with a feeling that there is something in my life i am not facing. Maybe you have felt it at some point as well? in me it manifests as a kind of frustration and sometimes i want to punch myself in the face just to feel something a little different than what i usually do.
Last night i smoked a little marijuana for kicks and got into a very honest state where i all of a sudden wanted to accept my situation. i could not believe the shit that i had to face.
Do you guys ever lie to yourself´s for whatever reason? collective expectation that we have to feel and do things a certain way are making me feel like i´m an alien among my own species.
Yeah we do a lot of weird things. Humans are strange creatures. Think of it as left over survival baggage. We all have it, just don’t feel like you’re weird.
And we’ve all been there. Just find your true will, find who you really are and what you wanna be.
@twinsoul, its really good you came face to face with what you have to face. it isnt that hard. just close your eyes and look inward into your heart and just face what comes up. and welcome it and dont fight it. embrace it. even if it is painful. just let that pain or pleasure or what ever come up, when you accept it , it will flow into the next sensation.
these are all inner world images from our mind mirror.
its beautiful dont you think?
dont get confused by outer circumstances.
just watch it flow.