The Nasty Stuff

Cloud-watcher (@bookheadedcellist) 8 years, 10 months ago

Are there things about yourselves that you are afraid or ashamed of? How do you deal with them? What do they mean?

It really scares me sometimes that I can smile or feel joy at someone’s misery. I feel like a total emotional vampire and can’t make out why and what is it for. The natural response would be that I’m making out for the stuff that I dislike about myself or the stuff I lack. But on the other hand I can be the most devoted friend and honestly try to make their life more pleasant. Any hints?

February 12, 2013 at 1:09 pm
TheSkaFish (962)M (@theskafish) 8 years, 10 months ago ago

The thing I’m currently having trouble with is some days I’ll be feeling totally fine, and then I will think of a situation or person who has wronged me in the past, and the rage builds up into a crescendo. I know I’m just upsetting myself, I’m recalling these memories of times I should’ve stuck up for myself and fought back, and there is no external stimulus present. I’m just making myself angry with my own thoughts. This is something I’d like to quit.

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