I need guidance. My name is Dmitry, I am a 22 year old Bulgarian boy and my life currently is put on hold. I come from a very poor background and had a rough childhood. You probably think I am seeking compassion or that I am wallowing in my own sorrow but that is not the case. If you’re not bored out of your mind already, read up,thanks. For me, the glass is always half full, always. I am aware that we really put here on this earth to learn and to make others happy. I know about goals and the way they change our whole life. ” What we think, we become ”. I’ve used the law of attraction to accomplish my dream of going to the USA and numerous other desires. I think I succeeded in meditation a couple of times.
I am aware that the world is very messed up and that we are basically free range slaves. Illuminati and Masonry fascinate me . I believe in extraterrestrial life. Also, I am very good at pick up and know basic neuro linguistict programming. There is so much that I would like to give to the world but I have a hard time with my own thoughts and reality. I feel completely alone and confused because one I know can relate to me on a deeper level. I start a new job on an ocean cruise ship January next year and currently do nothing all night but play Dota 2. I hope for someone that understands me to read this and to write me back because I get even sadder knowing how much potential I have and how much time I’ve already wasted doing nothing. This is so messy, lol.