…why do you do it? Is ‘it’ acceptable?
what is ‘acceptable’ and what is not [due to] subjective rationalization?
i have been rationalizing behavior out of ‘character’ and also have been watching a lot of clips on Alan Watts, trying to fully detach from my emotions but i become stuck.
i ‘feel’ to many concepts or attempts, and would prefer to detach and experience what is happening around me, to the ‘fullest’ but not in search for pleasure, but to be fully aware.