Let me know your experience of the Age of Aquarius and what happened exactly. You can ask me mine… it would just take waayyyy too long to type
@iflipvans, Well, i don’t really know what you are exactly refering to, I tried google, and i am not sure if i understood, I don’t know much about astrology, but I am aquarius and someone had tell me something about the age of aquarius (although i know it’s not about exclusively refering about people from that sign). Anyway, why would I answer you if I don’t know what you are taling about? Well, because I saw your post and I open it…the reason, the last couple of weeks have benn crazy for me, but especially the last couple of nights including last. I don’t want to bore you with all the details of my life latelely but everything is shifting fast and things i wouldn’t believe possible have benn happening around me. When I was a child I use completely afraid of beeing left alone, specially in the dark, I know it is pretty normal for a child, but I would be terrified because I could reaaly feel someone else with me, I grew up more like that, i hate horror movies, and zombies and anything like that because my head will reply anything in full detail for a couple of weeks not allowing me to sleep. But I was pretty much ok with being alone and darkness know, I am 28 (till friday ;) ) Until a couple of nights ago, I started to have this feelind again, of someone or something being with me, I ve started to see some lights and a couple of things like that,m and i love them, but i started to feel terribly scare at night again, hiding under my blankets. I usually live doors open without lock, now i see myself checking to close everything up not even leaving a window open, and yesterday night, i had this urge to take a bath calmly with a couple of candles even though it was around midnight, and right before that I was talking to my boyfriend telling him some weird things that happen that day with birds and a ouple of weird people on the street which I was sure were looking at me (I know by now I might be sounding crazy, but I think I am safe in this blog), anyway, while I was telling him I started to forget the last sentence I had said, out of the blue, if I stopped for more that a second I wouldn’t remember what I was saying, it was crazy because I am one of the more focus people I know, my boyfriend was laughing because he thought it was because I was all excited about was I was taking about, but soon enough a couple of minutes after, he was forgetting what I had just said just as me, it was completely crazy, we were out in the balcony, and I got the feeling that someone was trying to stop me from telling my boyfriend what I was thinking about; anyway a couple of minutes more of telling my day with a great effort, I was tempted to take a pen and write the last word I say just to be able to remember, then he said I just kind of saw a shadow in our side, he was kind of freaked out, because he is just starting to meditate and the things that I usually tell him that are happening to me are kind of too much for himn to take all at once. So it just kind of surprise me that he would say he saw a shadow in our side, because he doesn’t see “weird” lights or anything, I stared at the place he was talking about, and I started to see wave lights sort of what I ve been experiencing lately and I felt we should just get it and closed everything like I had done before, and the urge to get into the bath got bigger and we both did, and that feeling of something weird around only went away when we did. It was kind of funny because my boyfriend was even getting spooked from the mirror and he is nothing like that. Saturday I had this same feeling at night but stronger I closed up everything in the house and I was feeling kind of “guilty” because my boyfriend started to have fever out of the blue, without him being seek of anything, he didn’t have anything else but high fever in bed because he was feeling to weak, and somehow I thought that there was something around strong enough for me to handle (in the sense of some strong energy around, I am not saying anything bad), but not for him because his energy levels are not as high as mine since I ve been doing this for longer and eating way healtier than him and so on.
Well, sorry for the long answer but for some reasons I thought when I read your question that you know something that might be useful for me to understand this things that are happening. Until this point what I think is happening, is that I am reaching a new level of perception and all the things that are usually not existing to most of us, are starting to become available for me to feel, but right know I get scare like when I was a child because I know there is something and my first guess would be to think that is something bad, which is not right, because I have come to understand that there’s no evil in the universe even if it seems like that, everything there is in the universe is meant to be love, there’s no need to be scared and I think fear is both a limitation and a warning, a warning just to take our time and not rush into things that we might not be completely equiped to understand at this point, and a limitation, like a fece to keep out those who at this time are to scared to believe, so breaking that fear and control in it knowing that love is above everything is just like a little test to let you go in when your soul, your mind and everything else is ready to take the next step. I know that there are things that seem evil, mainly humans, but, I don’t think there is such thing as evil, I think that there is abscence of love, and amnesia in the sense that everything that acts “evil” just doesn’t yet know how to act with love because they have forgotten what they are here for and the fact that everyone is just a pure particle of love from the universe, so i think those things that we label as bad actions are not born from evil they are born from fear, those who do bad things are just scare, to me they are the newborns of the universe who act with recentment because they probably feel abandoned and they don’t get what is going on and they act out of fear, just trying to survive in a place where they don’t really understand or in better words, in a place and in circumstances where they forgot what they are supossed to do, becuase in a sense we are all here for that, I’ve come to call earth a boot camp (in a good sense) or a school with the difference that we are not divided for grades from begginer to advance, we are just all together because there are no teachers and students, there is us, we are all our teacher, all our students and we are all here to learn from what another (of course I am not talking only about humans, but about everything) and I don’t thing this school is only open for the kind of things that we understand as life form, I think this school takes students from all the universe and some of them are here, not visible for most of us. And I firmly believe that is the duty of those who probably have been around a little longer to help the others with the beauty that it is not a matter or “degree” or superiority, it is just circunstantial that a couple are “older” than others, and they are not giving knowledge to anyone, because we already know everything, what the elders have to do is help the little ones remember what they already know in their hearts and be patient and don’t push them to much, just let them be and recognize that they are children and children are going to do what childs do, just as a dog barks because that is what dogs do and is kind of stupid of me to tell a dog to shut up, since in some way I am telling him not to be a dog if a I do.
I can’t believe how long this was, I am sooooo sorry, even more becuase I don’t even think I answer you question, but I hope anything of what I said makes sense to you, and I really feel like maybe you could guide me or tell me something that will help me more sense of what is going on…..
Thans sooooo much, sorry about the long reply again, I hope you have some time to read it, and all the love to you. I would ask you to tell me your experince right now, but I completely understand what you mean when you say it is too long (I took this ling to tell you a couple of minutes of what I ve been experiencing the last couple of months and to explain everything else will take forever, I realized that at this point, this things that are being showed to me, are things so big that our language looses its power to transmit them because it lacks the semantic power as to traduce thoughts into it. So, I see what you are saying….
@jakehay, jajajaja, yep! You wouldn’t believe how less irritation I’ve been experiencing (almost none) when I look at things that way, when something irritates me, I think: “Is this what is to be expected and part of the essence of whatever irritates me?” If the answer is yes, I just give a kiss to the wind directed towards that thing, and go smiling on my way. I highly recommend to try that take on things just for a day and notice how different you see the world around!
@abc123, I’ve been experimenting with that line of thought for quite some time. It’s great.
It’s hard sometimes in professional situations though where you HAVE to enforce certain rules or codes. But yes, in order to truly understand an individual you must first walk around in their skin ;)